Gio's Sin (dannys_csi_sin) wrote,
@ 2008-04-26 02:56:00

Why.....
....my life is so damn difficult???

I find someone I'm crazy about and who likes me.....and we're really great together....but his friends are complete assholes and they're teasing him constantly about me being jailbait when i'm NOT...by a few months....but because he's 35....they won't leave him alone.

He's gone this weekend.

Left early this morning on a red-eye to NY. Has some work to do back there with the company he works for and he's going to catch a ball game. Mets.
His favorite team. -smirk-

I never really cared for baseball till I met him. He was gonna be a pro...but got hurt and....well....he's doing what he's doing now.

It's all right. I don't mind. I can sit through a game with one of those stupid foam fingers and drice him nuts with it...and i love wearing baseball caps...be they from a team or not xD so it's all good.

But....he's getting ready to settle down he says.

And I"m terrified.

What if it's not with me? What if I was the 'flavor of the week'? What if....

Well the "what if's" are starting to bum me out. If I lost him I don't know what I'd do. He's my whole world and I can't see anything else but me and him for the rest of my life. Yeah...I know. Sucks completely. And yeah I'm that much of a romantic....so's he!!

I dunno....I just miss him so much right now.....

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dannys_csi_sin
2008-04-26 04:40 pm UTC (link)

actually when i sit and think about it i can deal with them and their teasing. C never let it really get to him. I just don't want to be the one to break them up.

But he's like you.

He just called and we spent a while talking.

He said to forget what everyone else said and he agrees with you.

But then he doesn't like to hear if I'm not all perky as usual xD

So yeah he blew away the big bad wolf for another day for me....but i know Ryan's going to pull something stupid. Hell I wouldn't be surprised if he didn't start the shit between his friends and him.

I'm trying not to let it get to me. But it's hard

love you lots

ps: and YES i'm going to tell you if he does something or says something...ANYthing -glares-

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	utena 2008-04-27 04:54 am UTC (link)
	See? I told you hun. You worrywart over nothing. But do let me know. I will come up there with a clue-by-four with a rusty nail at the end for him. x) (Reply to this)(Parent)

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