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October 20th, 2008 ï 8:00pm
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Hey. I'm officially using this journal for communities only- and i'm relocating to ![[info]](https://www.scribbld.com/img/userinfo.gif) tankgirl.
Click it.
Add me if you want. I'll actually be checking my friends list there lol
Oh, and if someone could make me a pretty layout I might just love you forever. ;D
♥
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October 17th, 2008 ï 11:55pm
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Random question:
Do any of you have old virtual pets/tamagotchi/dinkie dino/nano pets that you don't want anymore? I collect them and I'll pay for 'em (as well as shipping) if you have ones you're looking to get rid of.
Please let me know!!! *^_^* I'll love you forever.
-Dandi
ps- pictures later. :D
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August 22nd, 2008 ï 7:40pm
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I haven't slept in over 48 hours. Last night, I flew all over the world- to end up with Kate having wonderful adventures. Beth was there. SHE WAS THERE. Oh gosh, it was wonderful. I feel recharged. My stomach aches. I think I might be sick, but some part of me doesn't really mind.
I can twist myself into the most awkward poses, and i'm sure I made the most awkward faces when I tried to stand back up. Hahaha. I wobbled out. I was so happy. I could've stayed like that for days.
It's not weed, it's not Jagermeister. It's not adderall or vicodin. It's not my stale, squashed cigarettes- salvia or synthetic opiates. I wish it was moon-clock time.
Is this love?
♥
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August 20th, 2008 ï 7:44pm
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Oh, I finally found the charger for my girlfriend's camera. These are from a UV Art-making party we had. We didn't actually get much work done. ;D
( Sticks n' stones and weed n' bombs )
ps- I got mah hairz cut. Peekturz l8r.
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August 16th, 2008 ï 7:00pm
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Today I was invited to a casting for "A Shot At Love 3" in Manhattan. I'm not sure if I'm going to go or not. It'd be hysterical to be on one of those shows. I did a reality show casting once, but I bailed once I made it in to do the FUSE thing instead. Idk what to do yet. The casting's on Tuesday. :P
Oh! I wanted to let you guys know that they're filming a cellphone commercial in Philly and they need about 600 extras (all shapes n' sizes n' ages) to get paid $75 to stand around and be fed lunch. If you want details please let me know. :D
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August 13th, 2008 ï 5:56pm
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Bada bap ba boom ba da. Bada bap ba boom ba da da.
I wish I had something cool to write about, but I don't.
*le sigh*
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August 8th, 2008 ï 1:46pm
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Guess who's back.
Back again.
Dandi's back.
Tell a friend.
♥
KANDI FOR EVERYBODY. xD
No, seriously. I've been making a shit-ton.
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July 16th, 2008 ï 5:46pm
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Heeeey.
So, i'm mostly on LJ for the time being. Just a reminder- add me. My username's miss_watson.
Also, join 123insert on LJ- even if you just lurk. It used to be one of the best places to troll. We have a lot of fun. ♥
I LOVE YOU ALL!
-Me, hopefully updating this ish soon. :P
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July 9th, 2008 ï 6:44pm
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I'm heading back to LJ for a bit. I'll probably be back soon, but I needed to re-open an old rating community baby of mine.
If you guys want to head over from scribbld i'll auto you if you want. :)
I also still need 2 mods.
I'm "miss_watson" on lj and the community is "123insert". *^_^*
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June 28th, 2008 ï 6:46pm
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Ugh, i'm pretty convinced i'm bored with the internet. x(
Anyone want to start an online Triple Triad league with me? ^.^
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June 23rd, 2008 ï 6:00pm
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Ugh, I can't help but be a little bummed about this...
I don't usually mind ![[info]](https://www.scribbld.com/img/community.gif) flamecup posts about me. You can only take the internet so seriously, you know? I just thought #30 was odd. I posted a comment about it in the threads on that post.
I'm pretty sure someone on my friends list wrote it. I just want to let you all know that when I update here- i'm not trying to impress anyone. Like I said on the flamecup comment, I talk about raves the same way most people talk about house parties, concerts or other events they look forward to. I just kind of go to them often because it's sort of my second job with http://www.nycravers.com.
I really hope nobody here thinks i'm 'trying to be special.' If you think that- either talk to me so we can resolve this, or just get off my friends list. I come here to write about my life just the same as everybody else. I'm not trying to be different or cool or whateverthefuck. Just because I do things that you might not be used to doesn't mean i'm making some outlandish attempt at setting myself apart from the masses.
Plus, if you think i'm boring- don't read my journal! x(
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June 20th, 2008 ï 7:59pm
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We were supposed to do our blackout party, "Lights Out"- but we lost the venue, so instead:
LOL!
( Info/Lineup under the cut! )
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June 17th, 2008 ï 7:26pm
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So, I blacked out and cut off all my hair.
Pictures later. I'm probably going to have to shave my head again. xD
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June 14th, 2008 ï 5:00pm
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Yes, no. Yes. Yes. No. My mind is a battlefield 24/7.
*le sigh*
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June 13th, 2008 ï 7:47pm
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Ugh ugh ugh. I was supposed to have a photoshoot yesterday, but my photographer flaked. What a bummer. Our stylist is pissed- ha. Hopefully we can set up something soon.
Rave tonight, perhaps. I'm not sure if I even want to go. I'm feeling ugly and sluggish and blah. I'm content, not batshit happy- maybe that's where I need to be right now.
My mom thinks i'm psychotic. My girlfriend probably does, too. It sounds so cliche- oh god another twenty-something thinking they have MPD or something. I think it's just the MS- I really do. Mom, stop telling my doctors I'm psychotic and having amnesiatic episodes. Meds suck. Just- stop. I'm doing fine.
Bwahhhhhhh. SG profile's almost done, Bella's e-mailed me back. Decisions decisions. :\
Love you guys, hopefully a better update next time.
♥ - Dandi
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May 20th, 2008 ï 5:39pm
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Does anybody on here have neopets?
Does anybody on here want to be neofriends?
Mah username on there is yumiko_tenkei
*^_^*
( bkasjfasdlf )
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May 16th, 2008 ï 5:53pm
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This should be x-posted everywhere, okay, guys? Please forward it.
Dear folks,
I'm writing you because you are well-connected with our LGBT community
organizations. A catastrophic thing has just happened to the community
on the federal level, there's still time to stop it, and most folks in
the community seem not to know.
A few days ago the American Psychiatric Association announced who
would write the new revision of the DSMV, the manual of mental
disorders that controls the diagnosis and treatment of gender and
sexual difference. The "expert" just named to chair the revisions on
sexuality and gender is Kenneth Zucker. Zucker is the major remaining
proponent of "reparative therapy" to "cure" kids they think are LGBT.
If the APA doesn't change the committee, the next edition of the DSMV
will probably prescribe reparative therapies as recommended
"treatment" for LGBT people. Zucker's named Ray Blanchard to the work
group that will rewrite Gender Identity Disorder.
Here's the deal: Blanchard is connected with ex-gay organizations; his
core theory is that transpeople are "really" sex offenders or
homosexuals, and homosexuals are mentally ill. Zucker's stated purpose
for reparative therapy is that, without it, gay kids will grow up into
transsexuals. So any version of Gender Identity Disorder the two of
them write will not only put transpeople out of medical help and into
conversion therapy, but also redefine GID from an independent
diagnosis to a kind of homosexuality.
In other words, their goal is to put homosexuality back in the DSMV as
a mental illness. We'd be back where we were before 1973. I hoped I'd
never have to live with this crap again, but here we are in the Stone
Age. These are the folks that "cure" boys who play with dolls and
girls who like sports. The APA just gave these wackos the authority to
define American gays and lesbians as mentally ill. They're likely to
use it.
We have to get the word out. If the community protests loudly and
fast, the APA will probably have to remove Zucker and Blanchard. I am
terrified it won't happen because it'll get tagged as a "trans issue."
The HRC, the Advocate and so on have no love lost on transpeople, but
transpeople don't have the pull with the APA.
Only the gay and lesbian communities can apply the necessary pressure.
It's use it or lose it. Once your identity has been defined as a
mental illness your political clout falls to zero. Folks in the know
say the appointment was so unexpected that it's likely most APA
leadership doesn't really understand what they just did.
Zucker and Blanchard are considered fringe--Zucker's clinic in Toronto
has been defunded by the Canadian government. But they're famous for
their political skills, taking over academic forums and then using
them to set themselves up as "recognized experts." I think if we call
the APA on it right away, they'll fold and replace them.
Here's a link to more info: http://www.bilerico.com/2008/05/uh_oh.php
Please help. Spread the word to everyone you know. Any contacts you
have with LGBT political advocacy and media organizations, please
light a fire with them to pressure the APA to remove Zucker and
Blanchard from the DSMV committee. It matters for all of us
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May 12th, 2008 ï 7:33pm
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Recently, i've been twitterpated with a girl i've been swooning over.
I've also been updating a different journal- one that's more pro random-thought (think penvomit on LJ), image related, prose-y and drug-addled.
I'll try to keep up with this one, mmmkay? :)
Real updates, ehhhh- elsewhere I suppose.
If I brought something like 'narcotichrist' or 'takeahit_' (LJ) here would people join? O.o
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May 10th, 2008 ï 6:32pm
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i feel sick.
“What if a demon were to creep after you one night, in your loneliest loneliness, and say, 'This life which you live must be lived by you once again and innumerable times more; and every pain and joy and thought and sigh must come again to you, all in the same sequence. The eternal hourglass will again and again be turned and you with it, dust of the dust!' Would you throw yourself down and gnash your teeth and curse that demon? Or would you answer, 'Never have I heard anything more divine'?”
lets end it on this. amor fati my loves. ♥
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March 25th, 2008 ï 6:32pm
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So I was in Spencer Tunick's most recent installation in NYC... it was fucking amazing let me tell you.
If you don't know who Spencer Tunick is, wiki him or go to his website before reading on.
http://www.spencertunick.com
... ok. Continue.
He shot his most recent piece in the Four Seasons. It was stellar. He takes his photos on a GIANT old polaroid camera, like, this thing makes prints the size of posters. Each shot costs him $400 since they don't make film for it anymore.
So, I walk upstairs to a room of hundreds of still-clothed people. Spencer's giving a speech to GOOD MORNING AMERICA (LOL!). Funny thing too, if you watched that show Easter morning you get to see my blurry little nekkid self doing an interview. My family saw it. I was pretty mortified. xD
After his speech, he leaves to go set up his camera, and someone sounds the figurative "Time to get naked" alarm and we all strip down and scoot down this narrow hallway into a room with giant trees and lights and a huge fountain-like jacuzzi thing... namely this room:
So Spencer wanders around the room placing people where he wants them saying "Hello friend. How are you? How do I know you? What brings you here? What's your name?" and he sees me out of the corner of his eye and exclaims "Dandi! So glad you made it!"
Since I was naked I think my whole body blushed.
He pulled me to the front of the shot and propped me in stark contrast against the large black pots and at one point in the shoot I was up in the tree with another lovely girl and we held hands. It was really strange being such a fixture in the shoot. He's usually known for the sort of "anonymous bodies" schtick but no... while everyone is finding themselves in the masses *pop* there I am, out in the open with nowhere to hide. I was a bit embarassed at first but now i'm quite thrilled. I just hope nobody recognizes me!
I get the prints when i'm meeting him in NYC at the end of April. I'm so excited. I can't wait to get them... the originals are being auctioned off for charity and are set to make quite a bit of money for the organizations. One has already been purchased and is going to be in a famous gallery in Spain. Oh wowzers. *^_^*
I'll be posting the pictures as soon as I get them! His next installation is in Vienna and i'm tempted to go. I wonder if I can get the time off from work? :D
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March 5th, 2008 ï 7:25pm
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Dearest people in internet-land... Have you experienced this lately?:
It's frustrating to think about the fact that some people are only nice when they can get something out of it. It bothers me to no end that some people are only attentive when it's in their best interest. It's driving me batshit crazy that SO MANY people around me are only looking out for themselves with a 'fuck everybody else' attitude.
STOP IT. x(
Live to bring joy to someone else. Follow through. These aren't impossible concepts. Sometimes I feel like i've tried to do so much self-improving in the past year of my life that i've become disgusted in the lack of growth in some of my comrades. Some behavior, morals or even the way some people carry themselves- it's nauseating and i'm ready to pull my hair out. I really am.
I never thought i'd be the one to say this, but GROW UP ALREADY. Geez. At least mind your p's and q's and be a decent human being.
Haha. Hooray rants. ♥
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| Hmm... |
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March 4th, 2008 ï 6:19pm
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Hmm... winter has given way to rain. *le sigh*
I'm moving into my new apartment and I haven't had much time for ANYTHING lately (especially taking pictures). Oh! I also got signed on as an event coordinator for quite a few of my favorite clubs in NYC so anyone in the area that wants a fun night out, let me know. I might be able to comp you! ♥
We have forums. You don't need to be from NYC to join. Heh.
http://www.nycravers.com
Sign up and show your support! :)
I also got a plurspace. It's like myspace, but for ravers. *dies*
http://www.plurspace.com/dandi
Official update later. I've been neglecting this place. :\
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February 20th, 2008 ï 3:12am
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I got this really awesome blue hoodie today. :D
(Thanks hun! ♥) Awww. It's even got little tiny stars on it.
Yeah, that's about all I have to say. I'll do an official update tomorrow, hahaha. *falls asleep*
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