Senju Hashirama (codefive) wrote,
@ 2010-10-20 10:55:00

[003]
[has a secret, a very big secret. a big, huge one that he hadn't told his brother about and was hiding it from him until Hashirama could sort through his own feelings about what was going on. had he worked out how he was feeling? not really. but now it was to the point that he needed to talk to someone about it and out of everyone he knew, his brother was the one that he trusted the most.]

[work time, that is the best way to approach without nerves getting in the way, coming up to his desk, nudging his shoulder playfully.] You got time off for lunch?

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	codefive 2010-10-21 08:46 pm UTC (link)
	You are so simple, it's adorable. Eat your food. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mizuwari 2010-10-21 09:15 pm UTC (link)
	Not everything needs to be complicated. [mm, tasty noodles. _] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-10-21 09:22 pm UTC (link)
	I can't just be love or don't love. Have a child, don't have a child. I've already had someone attack you so what if they go after Konan? Or the baby? What if something happens to them? These things need to be thought about or else, I... she knows about the danger involved and still wants to see me but I don't know if I'm ready to make her face that. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mizuwari 2010-10-21 10:51 pm UTC (link)
	Sort of like... she can say she accepts it because she hasn't experienced it? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-10-21 10:54 pm UTC (link)
	Like that. She is strong but I don't know how strong. Stressing her out further while pregnant might cause complications... (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mizuwari 2010-10-21 11:33 pm UTC (link)
	Well what are you supposed to do? You can't shelter her entirely... and it's still your baby. I guess I see your confusion. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-10-21 11:49 pm UTC (link)
	Mm. I don't know what to do and it's all I think about and I still don't have any answers. I will be there no matter what happens but... it feels like she has had a bad relationship in the past. I don't want to hurt her in any way. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mizuwari 2010-10-22 12:03 am UTC (link)
	As long as you're always there for her... It should... be easier, right? To make a choice. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-10-22 06:01 am UTC (link)
	... We don't even know for sure yet so we could be jumping the gun. I wanted you to be the first person to know. How do you feel about it? If it turns out that she is pregnant? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mizuwari 2010-10-22 10:06 am UTC (link)
	I think it's kind of exciting. To be an uncle. Sorry, you probably want something more down to Earth right? Kids are just so cute. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-10-22 10:15 am UTC (link)
	I'm happy you are approving. [kind of wanted to be told what an idiot he was for having sex without protection. at the time, it just felt so right and... it was stupid, no matter how much he tried to justify it to himself.] You can spoil them as much as you want. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mizuwari 2010-10-22 12:24 pm UTC (link)
	[does think you're an idiot, but... aww, babies.] Well, I just... I think you're dumb sometimes, but what's done is done, right? You've got to take responsibility no matter what. I won't let you be a deadbeat. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-10-22 07:30 pm UTC (link)
	You are right. There is no going back now and there is only one thing that I can do. I don't know if I will marry her and children are born out of wedlock all the time. I want to talk to Konan about it... and, I want you to come over and have dinner with us and meet her. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mizuwari 2010-10-22 08:35 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. I want to meet her properly. And see how she is around you, if she loves you... she wants to have your baby so she must love you, right? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-10-22 08:41 pm UTC (link)
	I think she wants a child of her own, not so much he love factor. When I brought up termination she said that she absolutely would not and she saw it as a life already. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mizuwari 2010-10-22 08:54 pm UTC (link)
	You think she used you for... sperm? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-10-22 08:57 pm UTC (link)
	Can't start thinking that way. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mizuwari 2010-10-23 03:37 am UTC (link)
	That would be weird anyway, and plus... you're not exactly the most healthy looking sperm donor. [nudges. teehee, you're old and... yeah, old.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-10-23 03:52 am UTC (link)
	My sperm is good enough to get a woman pregnant on the first time I had sex with her. [arm around the shoulder, stiff tug and big hair ruffle.] Never grow up too fast and always offer your brother a place to sleep. That is all all the advice I can offer you. [and since you are headlocked, stealing some of your noodles >D] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mizuwari 2010-10-23 02:35 pm UTC (link)
	Hey, hey! I only have so much food-- [squirm squirm, give it back!] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-10-23 07:04 pm UTC (link)
	You took to long. [slurps up one of the noodles. ah, that hit the spot.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mizuwari 2010-10-23 09:00 pm UTC (link)
	Heyyy. Come on, stop! I'm hungry! [groans in annoyance, loud enough to get a few weird glances from other patrons.] ... [embarrassed now.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-10-23 09:02 pm UTC (link)
	You can have the rest of mine, I'm full. [doesn't care about the other patrons but releases his brother, passing over the rest of his bowl.] Dig in. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mizuwari 2010-10-25 12:30 am UTC (link)
	[ah-hah, success! slurps up the rest of his noodles, eating quickly so silly brothers can't devour them.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-10-25 04:29 am UTC (link)
	[drinks the last of his coffee since the beer was downed faster and it was almost forgotten about.] Looks like I didn't need to butter you up with food after all. I only did that because I thought you may be traumatized by it. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)