Senju Hashirama (codefive) wrote,
@ 2010-10-20 10:55:00

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[has a secret, a very big secret. a big, huge one that he hadn't told his brother about and was hiding it from him until Hashirama could sort through his own feelings about what was going on. had he worked out how he was feeling? not really. but now it was to the point that he needed to talk to someone about it and out of everyone he knew, his brother was the one that he trusted the most.]

[work time, that is the best way to approach without nerves getting in the way, coming up to his desk, nudging his shoulder playfully.] You got time off for lunch?

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	codefive 2010-10-21 01:23 am UTC (link)
	This looks much better. [goes up the counter and orders for the both of them. can't trust his brother not to buy the most expensive one. hands the money and takes a seat at the counter, also asking for a coffee while he waits.] Promotions are coming up again. Have you heard anything about it? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mizuwari 2010-10-21 09:56 am UTC (link)
	Ah, no... but I've been working harder than usual in hopes I get noticed. I don't think I'm up for it this time around... I missed too many days while recovering. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-10-21 05:23 pm UTC (link)
	[should be up for it but once again, was politely told that he did not have the 'qualifications' they were after. that means, he did not have the trust needed.] Next time, yeah? You are all fighting fit again and ready to put your all into it. What about love life? Anything happening in that department? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mizuwari 2010-10-21 06:26 pm UTC (link)
	No... I was focusing on work, no time for love... but what about you? You had that girl who was interested in you, anything come from that? Or did you get dumped again for having skid marks in your underwear? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-10-21 06:42 pm UTC (link)
	I haven't left them since I was ten. And, she is still around, we are dating... sort of? I think. Not too sure on that. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mizuwari 2010-10-21 06:46 pm UTC (link)
	... How can you be sort of dating. Did you ask her out or not? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-10-21 06:54 pm UTC (link)
	It's a bit more complicated than that. I should make it official, I need to do that, I'm not too sure how she will take it. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mizuwari 2010-10-21 06:55 pm UTC (link)
	Complicated? Stop getting into complicated relationships. If you're not sure she'd be super happy then tell her to stop coming around. Either she's into you or she's not. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-10-21 07:04 pm UTC (link)
	It really isn't that simple. I like her, I really like her. I've never fallen for a girl this fast, she is so smart and sexy and I feel I don't need to hide anything from her, that I can be myself, you know? [whimpers, puts head down on the table.] Now I want a beer. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mizuwari 2010-10-21 07:06 pm UTC (link)
	I don't get the issue. If you really like her then what's stopping you? [flags the waitress down, orders them beers!! shh, just one. it'll be fine to return to work.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-10-21 07:11 pm UTC (link)
	... She may be pregnant. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mizuwari 2010-10-21 07:21 pm UTC (link)
	... [long moment of stunned silence.] You've got to marry her. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

codefive
2010-10-21 07:26 pm UTC (link)

I know I do. I've already told her that if she is that I'm going to be there to support her fully and it's not like she is a mistake of a one night stand, I really do have strong feelings for her. [oh good beer here, will put that back.] She wants to have it and won't terminate it. For years I tried to get [insert x wife's name] pregnant but it never happened, we couldn't have kids but I was happy in a way. This world, our life, it isn't stable for a child.

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	mizuwari 2010-10-21 07:32 pm UTC (link)
	We haven't heard from... that particular criminal in a while. Most of his associates have disbanded or been captured. He's lost power, maybe... maybe it'll be okay. Maybe someone else killed him off already-- why else would he suddenly stop? If you love her then... do it. Be with her. Take responsibility for what you're putting into the world. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-10-21 07:38 pm UTC (link)
	[has noticed the lack of Madara recently and the time when it did start was when she came into his life. it must have been a very bad coincidence.] I know, I'm not trying to get out of it. I'm confused and scared, that's all. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mizuwari 2010-10-21 07:40 pm UTC (link)
	Do you love her? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-10-21 07:41 pm UTC (link)
	I care for her deeply but I don't know if it's love. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mizuwari 2010-10-21 07:44 pm UTC (link)
	Then why did you have... relations with her if you didn't think it was love? I guess I just... never saw the perfect family scenario, but I watched too many movies. I'm sure you had your reasons, but... you wanted a kid for so long and now you're getting one. I wish you were less confused about it. It's such a... big deal. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

codefive
2010-10-21 07:56 pm UTC (link)

It's also a way for comfort, feeling connected with someone. I wanted to feel needed by someone again. Getting divorced, it is a scary thing, from having someone always there and then not having them. It's a hard feeling to describe and everything that led up to it, the mood was right. [ruffles his hair. so simplistic way of thinking, it was adorable.] We are waiting to see if she is late. It could be a false alarm. [chuckles.] I can stand in front of a murderer with a gun pointed at my face for a kill shot but I can't handle this nervousness from waiting to find out. It's crazy.

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	mizuwari 2010-10-21 07:58 pm UTC (link)
	How long does it take until she knows for sure? You haven't even properly introduced her to me yet... can she cook? Does she clean? [what >_> it's a valid concern.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

codefive
2010-10-21 08:04 pm UTC (link)

Another week. Then we will have to take the test and if its positive, then we have to see the doctor for full confirmation. [good, food is here now. getting something into your belly makes things better.] She can do both. One night she came over to make dinner and I don't know if she noticed but I couldn't stop looking at her the entire time. She has this aura about her, like she would be a good mother naturally.

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	mizuwari 2010-10-21 08:05 pm UTC (link)
	And if she's definitely, 100% pregnant? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-10-21 08:06 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know. [rubs eyes. headache time.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	mizuwari 2010-10-21 08:07 pm UTC (link)
	She should consider your standpoint on this as well. But I guess you can't... force her to get rid of it. But you don't want to be a deadbeat father, either. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	codefive 2010-10-21 08:14 pm UTC (link)
	I don't want her to get rid of it and she doesn't want to but then I know that there will be times that I'm not going to be able to be there for her. If Madara crops up again, I know its going to take my attention and that is why she left. I should be so happy about this but I feel so confused. Just put a bullet in me now. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)