I think I must be losing my mind.

Watching Jeremy kiss... everyone.. was horrible. I don't even understand it. It's not like we haven't played that stupid game before. It's not like I don't know he makes out with those girls on a regular basis. Or he probably does more than make out with them. Just because I'm practically a complete prude with most other guys doesn't mean he's the same way.

I just. He kissed that Libby girl so many times. And it looked like he liked it. I mean, of course he liked it! She's probably fucked half the school! If not more! She's probably, like, completely perfect with her mouth or something.

I hate this. I hate feeling this way. I'm sick to my stomach just thinking of him with her, with any of them.

I don't want to feel this way.