So, let's talk about the elephant in the room. OHMYGOSH. Jeremy and Bryant are BROTHERS. I mean, we always knew that Tamora wasn't his REAL mom. I mean, not his birth mom. She's a GREAT mom, so of course we've always thought of her as his mom, but.. I guess it should have occurred to me that whoever his birth mom was, she might have other girls, but we KNOW them! Well, we know Bryant, anyway. He has two other brothers and this little sister who is the most adorable thing I have ever seen. I'm not sure she likes me very much. :( Apparently, she thinks kissing is gross and, well, Jeremy and I do a lot of that. >.> But I think she's warming up to me. She wants to go swimming and everything.

It was probably stupid to invite Bryant along. I mean, I know he's an asshole and he HATES me and Jeremy for some stupid reason. Not like either of us has ever done anything to deserve it. But, whatever. I feel sorry for the guy. I mean, yesterday was kind of really bizarre and I don't think he knew anything about his mom having another kid or anything. And the that bitch Savannah DUMPED HIM! I mean, I assume she did. The way she was carrying on in her journal! I mean, who publicly asks for a date RIGHT AFTER A BREAKUP? Not that I've even done that who serious dating thing, but that was really mean.

I don't know. He's a jerk, but no one deserves that, right? I just thought maybe I should be nice to him. I mean he IS Jeremy's BROTHER.

eta, after seeing Jeremy's conversation with Bryant in Bry's journal:
He wouldn't REALLY fuck Savannah, right? He was just saying that. I mean, not that I care. He can sleep with whoever he wants. It's not like we're together.

Hey, sexy, I think I might need a little help in the shower.. You up for it?

That was a hint, Pitt. In case you didn't pick up on it.

I think I must be losing my mind.

Watching Jeremy kiss... everyone.. was horrible. I don't even understand it. It's not like we haven't played that stupid game before. It's not like I don't know he makes out with those girls on a regular basis. Or he probably does more than make out with them. Just because I'm practically a complete prude with most other guys doesn't mean he's the same way.

I just. He kissed that Libby girl so many times. And it looked like he liked it. I mean, of course he liked it! She's probably fucked half the school! If not more! She's probably, like, completely perfect with her mouth or something.

I hate this. I hate feeling this way. I'm sick to my stomach just thinking of him with her, with any of them.

I don't want to feel this way.

So, Jeremy started.. babbling the other night. I mean, we were both pretty drunk, but he started babbling about things like us getting married and our kids and.. I don't even know. That's kind of weird, right? He's never really done that before. I'm sure it was just the alcohol. I kind of liked it

Are you awake, yet? You should be awake.