CFBW: cedrella fabiana black weasley (cedre) wrote,
@ 2008-04-22 01:41:00

013. BABY BOOMING
On the baby front, I'm not sick anymore but I've gone wee more times this morning than I've gone in an entire day. I've grown huge as houses, and I don't want to believe that it gets worse, that I'll get larger in the weeks to come. I'm sure I look hideous (you can't ever deny it, Sep, I refuse to listen), I haven't gone out in days. There's not much else to report on my end but-

Oh, I nearly forgot: now I can feel the baby move! It's amazing, to feel him (I'm positive it's a he, I just know it--he's as persistent as Septimus) pressing against my belly. I like putting my hand there whenever he starts in, it's like a little thump against my hand, like he knows it's Mummy there and he's impatient to see everyone and everything. Sep's mum was there the first time I felt the baby move, and we both cried--from happiness, of course.

PRIVATE TO C3
But as much as I love being here and appreciate Septimus' family for putting up with me, I still wish I might have had this moment with my own family. For all our differences and arguments I can't help but- I'm still scared and I'd rather I wasn't going through this without you all. Mum included.

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	lucretiab 2008-04-22 07:37 am UTC (link)
	Never. Not if I have to be sick and get all bloated and big. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	cedre 2008-04-22 07:40 am UTC (link)
	I wish you all the good luck I can afford that you'll marry into a fantastic pure-blood family, then. All they want from you is their heirs and spares. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lucretiab 2008-04-22 07:47 am UTC (link)
	I will marry into a fantastic pure-blood family and I will refuse to be pregnant. Let a mistress take care of it. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	cedre 2008-04-22 07:50 am UTC (link)
	What if your husband doesn't want a mistress? He only wants you. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lucretiab 2008-04-22 07:56 am UTC (link)
	Well that's quite understandable, but very unfortunate for him. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	cedre 2008-04-22 07:57 am UTC (link)
	That isn't the way it works, Lucretia. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lucretiab 2008-04-22 08:00 am UTC (link)
	Of course it is, Cedrella. He can't force me to have a child if I don't want to. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	cedre 2008-04-22 08:03 am UTC (link)
	Of course not, don't be ridiculous. I meant you can't help it if you find yourself with child. It's a surprise if you haven't been intentionally trying. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lucretiab 2008-04-22 08:08 am UTC (link)
	Contraceptives, Cedrella. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	cedre 2008-04-22 08:12 am UTC (link)
	You'd just look down at a gift as precious as a baby, and spit on it? Human life should be cherished, Lucretia--respected. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	lucretiab 2008-04-22 08:25 am UTC (link)
	Well if I don't have one, I can't spit on it, can I? And I wouldn't spit on it, anyway. That's terribly unladylike. (Reply to this)(Parent)

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