CFBW: cedrella fabiana black weasley (cedre) wrote,
@ 2008-02-27 23:30:00

010. NEW BEGINNINGS
It's all finished now.

PRIVATE TO CALLIDORA AND CHARIS
I spoke with our parents and though it was not as terrible as I imagined it could be, it was still very unpleasant. I am no longer welcome in our family's home, and Mother said I am never to speak to her again. That was to be expected.

PRIVATE TO SELF
I don't know what I was expecting, exactly. I thought Daddy would be more reasonable, that he'd be able to see past all of this trite nonsense. I thought he loved me more than all of that, or at least enough to look at this as me choosing what makes me happy. Why did he refuse to say a word to me, or even look at me? Am I never to speak to him again? What about my sisters? I promised that sisterhood would last forever, no matter what. And yet I find myself in a position where some choices have been made for me and I've made my choices upon those positions. I am not despicable because I love a certain person who doesn't meet his and Mother's standards. I am finished. This is finished.

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Callidora

cedre
2008-03-04 05:14 am UTC (link)

It was a person, and not a tapestry, that blasted me off, Callidora. It is our family's collective decisions and archaic, outdated beliefs that continue to allow this cycle. I can't stay in that house forever and be unhappy for my entire life. I finally have a chance at happiness and being able to do what's best for me--ME, not the stupid bloody family--and it's the worst thing to happen since Hogwarts allowed Muggleborns. I can't abide that, not anymore.

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	Cedrella callidora 2008-03-04 05:21 am UTC (link)
	If you think that way about the 'stupid, bloody family' you can't have much respect or affection for those of us that do care for and honour it despite everything. Can you. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Callidora cedre 2008-03-04 05:26 am UTC (link)
	This is total rubbish. Please don't write again until you've regained control of yourself. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Cedrella callidora 2008-03-04 05:30 am UTC (link)
	~~I didn't do this to you, Cedrella. I'm trying so hard to please everyone but no matter what I do, someone is going to hate me and I don't know what's right anymore and~~ Very well. As you wish. (Reply to this)(Parent)

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