Fuck.

Oh holy fuck.

How did I even get myself into this? I can't tell anyone about this, obviously, and I can't talk to Leon because he doesn't want to talk, and now I feel horrible that I said anything in the first place.  Why did I have to open my mouth?  Metaphorically speaking, anyway.

I feel so bad for him.  To have to live like that.  He needs to talk to someone, but...

Does his twin know?  And isn't he dating...

Oh Gods, what can I do?  I don't want to push him, and I don't want to make things worse but... he needs to talk to someone.  But if no one else knows then who can he talks to?

I think I need a drink.  Or something.  My head feels like it's going to explode.

Poor Leon.