Yes. If I can figure out how.

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You can figure out how to make fun of them on a public forum but not how to apologize? Wow, you really are kind of sad.

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I just want to really apologize, like make it up to them. Not just like make a post. My posts before ended up getting bigger than I intended. And I feel like I should do something equally big to apologize. But making an I'm sorry post isn't going to have the same effect. So I'm trying to figure it out.

Maybe I'll do a Douchebag of the Week about myself.

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It would certainly be fitting.

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Yeah. But it still doesn't feel like enough.

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Maybe you should have thought of that before you acted like such a jerk.

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Dude I apologized and I'm trying to ask for your help on how to make it up to them. I assure you you don't need to bust my balls anymore for this. I realized I was wrong. Someone helped me see that what I was doing was wrong and stupid. I'm stopping. I'm sorry. Can you help me out here please, Dari?

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Do you think an apology just magically erases what you did? If you want people to believe you mean it, then just stop being a douche. Don't expect people to just instantly accept that you're sorry and be all friendly to you. You can't take back what you did. There are no words that will make what you said to Spence or Josh or especially Melia okay. If you want to stop being a jerk, then stop being a jerk, but you're nuts if you think I'm going to believe you on your say so, apology or not.

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No, I don't think an apology just randomly fixes everything, which is why I literally just said I didn't want to JUST make an apology post because Sorry isn't good enough. I know I can't take back what I did or make it ok. It's not ok. I am trying to ask you if you will help me try to figure out something nice to do for them to try to make it up to them.

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Look, some shit went down today. I realize what I did was wrong. I know I've only paid a fraction of the consequences I'm due. The stuff I said to Melia was crossing the line. It was just wrong. I get that. Had to learn THAT lesson the hard way. I want to make it up to her. I don't know how. If you have any ideas, that would be great. If you want to keep busting my balls go for it. I deserve it. But I am legitimately asking you for help here.

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I don't know if you CAN make it up to her. I honestly don't. Melia's a grudge holder and what you said was really mean. I honestly don't think there's anything you can do to fix that. You should apologize, anyway, though, because it's the right thing to do.

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K. Thanks.

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