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[08 Feb 2008|01:16pm] |
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After taking a negative pregnancy test I decided to see a doctor because I have been rally sick, and I wanted to feel better. She only made it worse. She gave me several tests including a pregnancy test. All test were negative so she said she'd ruled out a lot of things, but not pregnancy and to come back in 2 weeks. Then she told me to get an over the counter medicine for my stomach and that it was safe if I'm pregnant. It kins of worried the hell out of me because I really never thought I was pregnant. It's very unlikely, it's even more unlikely now that I've had 2 negative tests, but it's actually possible now. Like I think I really could be. Before I was just eliminating my worry by taking the test. I'm just really hoping I'm not. I love kids and wouldn't mind having one unlike in the past where I didn't want one at all, but the father just isn't someone I'd want to have a kid with. And I'm worried that if I am he won't want to be a part of his or her life, and I want my child to have a father. I don't know maybe he would, but he's so far away. I'd have to move to the other side of the country so he could be close to his child, and I don't want to do that (he can't move because his job won't allow it). Let's just hope the doctor is nuts and I'm not pregnant.
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