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I'm exhausted.

I haven't slept properly since the funeral.

I really don't think that's the only reason why I haven't been able to sleep, just one on a list of many. It's definitely on there though. My head has just been in so many places at once. I can't sit still for a long period of time without a million thoughts rushing through my head. I try to just lay there, and stare at the ceiling, hoping that eventually I'll just pass out from boredom, but it doesn't work. Even when I do fall to sleep, with help from potions, I wake up 2, maybe 3 hours later.

I'm not even sure if Alecto has noticed, since I don't get up until she does. I don't want her too. I don't need her worrying about me more than she already does.

Still can't believe Regulus is gone, though. I think I'd be able to accept it more if there had been a body at the funeral, as morbid as that may seem. Just the idea of him being gone isn't good enough.

This fucking sucks.

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This month is dragging by so slow. A minute seems like an hour, an hour seems like a day, a day feels like a year.

I'm so fucking sick of May. 16 days gone, 15 more to go.