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Amycus Carrow ([info]amycus_carrow) wrote,
@ 2008-05-16 13:55:00


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[Private]

I'm exhausted.

I haven't slept properly since the funeral.

I really don't think that's the only reason why I haven't been able to sleep, just one on a list of many. It's definitely on there though. My head has just been in so many places at once. I can't sit still for a long period of time without a million thoughts rushing through my head. I try to just lay there, and stare at the ceiling, hoping that eventually I'll just pass out from boredom, but it doesn't work. Even when I do fall to sleep, with help from potions, I wake up 2, maybe 3 hours later.

I'm not even sure if Alecto has noticed, since I don't get up until she does. I don't want her too. I don't need her worrying about me more than she already does.

Still can't believe Regulus is gone, though. I think I'd be able to accept it more if there had been a body at the funeral, as morbid as that may seem. Just the idea of him being gone isn't good enough.

This fucking sucks.

[/Private]


This month is dragging by so slow. A minute seems like an hour, an hour seems like a day, a day feels like a year.

I'm so fucking sick of May. 16 days gone, 15 more to go.


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[info]alectos
2008-05-16 08:09 pm UTC (link)
Bitter.

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[info]amycus_carrow
2008-05-16 08:13 pm UTC (link)
Good observation.

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[info]alectos
2008-05-16 08:14 pm UTC (link)
Reasons?

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[info]amycus_carrow
2008-05-16 08:20 pm UTC (link)
If you don't already know than I'm not going to explain it to you.

They should be obvious enough.

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[info]alectos
2008-05-16 09:10 pm UTC (link)
So we're testy too. Lovely.

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[info]amycus_carrow
2008-05-16 09:16 pm UTC (link)
Yeah, well, you asked a stupid question...

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[info]alectos
2008-05-16 09:25 pm UTC (link)
If you can't be polite, take the day off of work. I'm not having you pissing off my customers.

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[info]amycus_carrow
2008-05-16 09:30 pm UTC (link)
I'll be fine.

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[info]alectos
2008-05-17 03:54 am UTC (link)
I'm not concerned about that, I'll deal with whether you're fine or not later. I'm concerned about my business for now.

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[info]amycus_carrow
2008-05-17 08:28 am UTC (link)
You'll deal with it. Right. Business first, as always.

I'm not taking the day off. I don't have anything else to do and I can't just sit here all day.

I'll be sweet as pie to your darling customers.

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[info]notorious
2008-05-19 01:16 am UTC (link)
Who says May will be any better than June?

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[info]amycus_carrow
2008-05-19 01:53 am UTC (link)
June can't be any worse.

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[info]notorious
2008-05-19 01:57 am UTC (link)
That's a lot saying since it hasn't happened yet.

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[info]amycus_carrow
2008-05-19 02:00 am UTC (link)
Yeah, well, maybe I'm just...optimistic.

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