e m m e l i n e ♔ (advancingly) wrote,
@ 2009-01-28 20:10:00

first - new journal
[PRIVATE] You! You are not crazy. You're not crazy, this is totally plausible and completely not weird or crazy or---just, it's not crazy. You are not crazy, Emmeline Vance, even though you are talking---writing to yourself. No more of that. ~~You're not crazy---~~ [/PRIVATE]

[CARADOC] So----Well. I'm not crazy, you know. This makes absolute sense, they never confirmed that the body was yours--
Okay. You're not crazy in thinking that this might work, because you're not. Emmeline Vance, you just assured yourself that you are not crazy, and that if you were in some sort of organization this would be---a valid type of--

I'm pretty sure you're dead. I'm actually 99.9999% sure that you are, but somewhere in the past few weeks, Alice has managed to insert into me some sort of insane optimism, causing me to believe that the small percentage of which I've given your life is actually--true. But, I'm still very sure you're dead. I don't understand why I keep repeating that to myself, I'm almost certain I should be sobbing hysterically, but--I'm not. Not anymore, at least, I'll have you know that I haven't cried so much in my entire life, and it's all because of you. I bloody hate you, I hope you know. Hate. Because---you know that's not bloody true and it kills me and---

---I went home today, though I think I might take up Frank's offer on helping me build a house near his. I wasn't struck with memories or anything like that, but--as much as I needed to get out of his house, I want to be close to him, so---and, and I went to Gringotts, to take some money out for you know, groceries and other vital necessities and my balance was---there was far too many zeroes at the end of it, and I asked the goblins if they'd made a mistake, but they told me (after they yelled at me for questioning them) that there had been a transfer from a young man's account and---

I can't believe you did that. I don't know what I'm going to do with all the money, but. I can't believe you-- gave it all to me, I mean.

I don't know. I think you're dead. But if you're not--maybe you'll see this and let me know. Not that I'm depending on it or anything or constantly going to be checking----
Sigh
I--
---sjkgnsgdms
I miss you--sjdgns why am I still emotionally retarded I AM TALKING TO NO ONE AND I CAN'T EVEN BLOODY SAY---[/CARADOC]

Right, then.

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	starcrossed 2009-01-29 03:08 am UTC (link)
	~~Well if you don't want to then I don't want you to not want---~~ Will won't be there, he's busy working late on a case, which means you get to help me decide what to make! What should I make? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	advancingly 2009-01-29 03:25 am UTC (link)
	Ooh, poor Will. I hope they're not working him this hard when the baby arrives. ~~Anything, Alice thought I could only eat soup and crackers-~~ Pasta? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	starcrossed 2009-01-29 03:35 am UTC (link)
	~~Is that--- are you being~~ I don't think so... we'll manage either way, I think! Italian! Oh, I have the best recipe from Bree but I haven't made it myself before... alright, we might end up ordering out if this fails. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	advancingly 2009-01-29 03:53 am UTC (link)
	It'll be an adventure at least, hm? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	starcrossed 2009-01-29 04:23 am UTC (link)
	Yes! [EMMELINE] And! If you want to, we don't have to, but--- we haven't chosen a name yet, and maybe you'd like to--- help? You're much better at making decisions than I am. [/EMMELINE] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Anneliese advancingly 2009-01-29 04:50 am UTC (link)
	Really! Oh, oh--do you have any in mind? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Emmeline starcrossed 2009-01-29 04:54 am UTC (link)
	Well! I have a list, but then there are various forms of other lists floating around and-- somewhat? A lot. I don't know-- help me? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Anneliese advancingly 2009-01-29 05:08 am UTC (link)
	Well! I've always liked the very classical names (do you think we'll be able to influence Juliet's choices? ~~If she-~~). For you, I think...well, Will's family has pretty normal names, you'd be best with...Lucas, or Andrew, maybe, I rather like that one--Henry, Henry's another one I really think is--handsome. Your boy is going to be very handsome. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Emmeline starcrossed 2009-01-29 05:15 am UTC (link)
	I TRIED EMMELINE, BUT--- all she would say was that she would let me help her kill Rhys, so we should make a list for her to and mail it. Anonymously. Oh! I like all of those! Henry was on our list too. Andrew Jugson--- Lucas Jugson! Sigh I hope so. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Anneliese advancingly 2009-01-29 05:28 am UTC (link)
	I cannot wrap my mind around Juliet babies. I think--the world is going to actually implode on itself. I think Will should be the final vote! But my choice is Henry. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Emmeline starcrossed 2009-01-29 05:55 am UTC (link)
	I cannot believe it, I always thought that she would rather--- do many painful other things than get pregnant. Or-- and twins! Two of them! Two mini Juliets and Rhys running around. --- is that a bad thing? I like Henry. I'll tell him! (Reply to this)(Parent)

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