It never has fuck you Brad! Oh, woe is me I had my heart broken two bloody years ago and I still can't get over it Oh poor you with your wife and your unborn son and amazing job, I feel so. bloody. BAD. So sorry that I think keeping you out of the goddamn Order's business will keep you alive long enough to see your son and grow old with your wife, because some of us can't do that with the ones we love because guess what? The Order fucking KILLED THEM. SO FUCK YOU AND YOUR HIGH AND MIGHTY ATTITUDE AND I HOPE YOU GO FUCKING FALL DOWN A SEWER AND LEAVE ME ALONE AND STOP REMINDING ME ABOUT HOW SHITTY OF A PERSON I AM OKAY BECAUSE I GET IT
I FUCKING GET IT AND I HATE YOU FOR IT SO GOOD. DON'T FUCKING TALK TO ME ANYMORE.