The distinguished ramblings

Okay... so I really need to vent. 

I was cleaning out the master bathroom and under the sink I found two cans of dip. After Jeff swore he wouldn't lie to me again.

Let's backup though. I have NEVER cared that Jeff did this. He said he wanted to quit. Then he decided to hide it and lie. 

After the confrontation he said he wouldn't do that anymore. He'd let me know. What a load of bull. 

The phone call... yea... I'm inclined to completely believe it's 100% true. What makes me say this? The fact that on his myspace he has a comment from a girl saying how she had fun Saturday and all this crap. 

I don't know what hurts more... the fact that it happened or the fact that I didn't see it when I should have. And now... after the fact and that he can't admit it. 


WHAT THE HELL? 


Okay so yea... I'll let this be my lesson. 

Rest assured... I'll find a way to get back at him.... even if it's making myself feel so damn good and better than him.... but I already am just because I never lied to him and I never hid anything from him and I never cheated on him.

This brings to mind a song... by Kiesha Cole I believe... when she sings about how she should have cheated. She should have lied. But two wrongs don't make a right now do they?

Whatever... I will get over this... I know I will. I'm not saying it's the end of the world, but those first few nights it seemed that way. 

Now I'm just a woman scorned... and hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.


I'll let this be my slow burn.... 

Just watch out when the fury in the fire spreads. 

~__Eloquence

PS. By the way... not sure if I wrote about this yet, but when he came to get his bed they really just wanted to make a show because after he came and got his king size bed they threw it away in the dumpster. 

I just can't believe him. 

I can't believe this happened to me again.