okay well lets see, I have been talking to this guy names Nick, he's sweet, and we always laugh like nonstop it's amazing. He's 21 so he's older obviously, He's a mechanic at Toyota car dealership in Colerain, he lives in Colerain. He has his life pretty much on track and makes good money. . he's been there for 4years and next year he wants to move up and work at Lexus as a mechanic. He was engaged, but she was EVIL and like did all this shitty stuff to him, she cheated on him, and used him for his money. He spent all this money on her and spent all this money on this expensive ring and yada yada. So yeah, he had to get rid of his apartment so he could get back on track with his money situation so he moved back home, he has enough money to get his own place, but he wants to know he has MORE than enough so thats good. He has 3 fuckin cars? like seriously even if i did have money i wouldnt BUY three cars?? lol ohwell. . hhmm but yeah he's cool i like him just a little. We are suppose to chill this week, so we'll see how it goes. Well i hope, he like asked me on a date, so thats cute.  And after the first day we hung out, he always calls me to just say Hi, and then he will call at like 1030 to say good night. I'm happy I'm able to laugh and enjoy myself with someone right now other than Jordan. However i still love him, and Nick understands that, and he still has feelings for his ex too which is understandable i mean he asked her to marry him and she said yes then cheated on him. uhg shitty. So i think we're both just looking for someone to have fun with and chill with, and we will see where it goes which is what we both said. So we'll see how our little date goes this week, if anyhting we will be friends (=  Nicholas Young , aka Bumfuck lol oh goodness


anyway... 
I've been sicker than a dog. I think it's KARMA bc Nick called me like two days ago and was like man i feel like shit and i laughed, and now i feel like shit.. 


peaceee