Marlie Loke (bobmarlie) wrote,
@ 2009-05-20 18:36:00

Entry nine: Hibernation begins...now.

[Private]

I think I'm just going to stay locked away in my room, and sleep until this year is over.

God, that's pretty pathetic, isn't it?

I just wish that wasn't really what I feel like doing.

I've already slept for such a long time. I passed out at like....9 last night, and slept until 12 this afternoon, and started crying again as soon as I was awake enough to remember everything that happened. I was just so tired.

I don't want to bring everyone down with me, but how am I supposed to keep this a secret? Everyone has more important things to worry about. I'm sure they'll figure out something is wrong when they mention Dan and I start crying, again. This should be fun.

Why me?

[/Private]

I ~~need~~ want to eat a lot of unhealthy food.

I'm talking about greasy, fried things that are dipped in chocolate.

Any suggestions?

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	thegraychampion 2009-05-20 11:51 pm UTC (link)
	I'm sure your mother is going to be thrilled to read that. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	bobmarlie 2009-05-20 11:54 pm UTC (link)
	I think she's kind of accepted my horrible eating habits by now. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	nowyouseeme 2009-05-21 06:44 am UTC (link)
	Uh... Fried chicken (extra crispy) + Chocolate syrup = Yum? Marlie What's wrong, lovebug? (Reply to this)(Thread)

	bobmarlie 2009-05-21 06:53 am UTC (link)
	Sounds delicious. [Nicole] ~~I don't-~~ ~~He broke-~~ ~~He's going-~~ Nothing. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	nowyouseeme 2009-05-21 07:01 am UTC (link)
	I've never tried it, but hey--I'm always up for new things. [Marlie] Nothing? Know what I call that? BULLSHIT. Let's try this again, shall we? What's wrong, lovebug? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Nicole bobmarlie 2009-05-21 07:04 am UTC (link)
	Dan's leaving for the Marines. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Marlie nowyouseeme 2009-05-21 07:14 am UTC (link)
	~~Oh dear.~~ When? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Nicole bobmarlie 2009-05-21 07:18 am UTC (link)
	July. I think. I don't know. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Marlie nowyouseeme 2009-05-21 07:27 am UTC (link)
	It's...not a set decision, though. Like...there's a possibility he'll change his mind, right? This can't be final, I mean...you're here and his friends, his whole life is here...he...just no. No. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Nicole bobmarlie 2009-05-21 07:30 am UTC (link)
	It's final. Believe me when I tell you he isn't going to change his mind. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Marlie nowyouseeme 2009-05-21 07:42 am UTC (link)
	Oh. I'm so sor I don't know what else to sa So does this mean he bro Shit. Want company? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Nicole bobmarlie 2009-05-21 07:49 am UTC (link)
	Maybe. I don't know. I'm kind of a disgusting mess right now. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Marlie nowyouseeme 2009-05-21 08:00 am UTC (link)
	Psh. Like I care. I'll stop by the store, grab every fatty food ever created and you can cry on my shoulders until you're on empty. Hell, I'll even cry with you, and then we can both look like blubbering disgusting messes together with our fat tub of greasy chicken and chocolate. Or whatever concoction we come up with. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Nicole bobmarlie 2009-05-21 08:12 am UTC (link)
	~~But you don't have anything to c--~~ Alright. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Marlie. nowyouseeme 2009-05-21 08:19 am UTC (link)
	I'll be there in a little bit, lovey. <3 (ooc - did you want to thread this out??) (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Nicole bobmarlie 2009-05-21 06:52 pm UTC (link)
	Alright. You can just walk inside, the door's unlocked. I'm at my Dad's house, by the way. [Hmmmmmmmmmmm, if you'd like! ^_^] (Reply to this)(Parent)

	noshitsherlock 2009-05-21 09:00 am UTC (link)
	You're welcome over here anytime. All we've got is unhealthy shit. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	zombieslikewhoa 2009-05-21 10:26 am UTC (link)
	Nu-uh, there's some tomatoes and a little container of garlic in the back of the fridge. And some diet soda, because somebody can't read and grabbed that instead of sugar and fat filled Dr. Pepper. Healthy. [Marl] You okay, Xanadude? [/Marl] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	noshitsherlock 2009-05-21 10:33 am UTC (link)
	Tea and ~~weed~~ various other herbal remedies, also. So sorry. Consider it payback for buying Mount Lightning last month instead of good, all-American Mountain Dew. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	zombieslikewhoa 2009-05-21 10:42 am UTC (link)
	Yes. Yes, there's lots of tea. I'm still holding out for the chance to move to Japan, so I can open my own tea house with all of it. It was on sale, and I could have just gotten Grape drink soda instead, you know? At least you had something that almost tasted like your beloved Mt. Dew. Did you ever get any more food for S'not? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	noshitsherlock 2009-05-21 10:51 am UTC (link)
	Japan, huh? I hear it's nice there. Good surf. How thrifty of you. I don't like grape. Yes, dear. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	zombieslikewhoa 2009-05-21 10:55 am UTC (link)
	Did you just 'yes, dear' me? (Reply to this)(Parent)

	Alena bobmarlie 2009-05-21 06:49 pm UTC (link)
	~~Yeah, I'm f--~~ ~~What's the point, she'll know I'm lying too...~~ Not really. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Marlie zombieslikewhoa 2009-05-22 02:00 pm UTC (link)
	~~Shit, premonition?~~ What's wrong? ~~I'm really sorry, Marlie... well I mean if that's what happened? PLEASE DON'T BE WHAT HAPPENED.~~ (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Alena

bobmarlie
2009-05-22 09:15 pm UTC (link)

~~I'm getting sick of answering this question.~~

Dan broke up with me.

He's going to the Marines.

He doesn't think long distant relationships work, and thought it'd be better if we ended things now instead of ending things in 2 months when he leaves, because then he wouldn't be able to say good-bye because he would have fallen for me even more than he already has by that point or something.

That's what's wrong.

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	Marlie zombieslikewhoa 2009-05-24 01:45 am UTC (link)
	~~The Marines? Really? I... I'm really sorry, Marl.~~ I'm so sorry, babe. Guys suck. Is there anything I can do? ~~Why do I suck at everything so much!?~~ (Reply to this)(Parent)

	bobmarlie 2009-05-21 06:48 pm UTC (link)
	I'll keep that in mind. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	Marlie whoadamn 2009-05-22 04:43 am UTC (link)
	You only go on serious junk food binges when something is really wrong. What happened, sweet pea? (Reply to this)(Thread)

	Quen bobmarlie 2009-05-22 06:51 am UTC (link)
	It's Dan. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Marls whoadamn 2009-05-22 07:19 am UTC (link)
	Dan? Oh, honey. Did he break up with you? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Quen bobmarlie 2009-05-22 07:30 am UTC (link)
	He's leaving for the Marines. He doesn't think long-distance relationships ever work. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Marls whoadamn 2009-05-22 08:07 am UTC (link)
	Seriously? Just like that? I'll go tear the doors off his car, if you want... (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Quen bobmarlie 2009-05-22 08:38 am UTC (link)
	Just like that. And he said he didn't think he'd be able to say good bye to me if he fell for me any more than he already has. Why couldn't have have just told me he hated me or something? We couldn't he be leaving to get away from me, instead of telling me that? (Reply to this)(Parent)

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