Devon Quigg (dev_ious) wrote,
@ 2008-10-19 19:03:00

[Private]

This is so fucking rediculous.

He's still not home.

I haven't seen him for months, and our one year is coming up.

One year. One fucking year I've spent with the wanker, and he goes off and--

There has to be some way to get him home, or for me to go to him...

[/Private]

So.

I still don't know what I want to be for Halloween.

Any suggestions?

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	erinkirked 2008-10-20 02:46 am UTC (link)
	Are you going to a party or anything? (Reply to this)(Thread)

	dev_ious 2008-10-20 05:38 am UTC (link)
	I have no bloody idea. This Halloween is going to suck. I can tell. Why, what are you doing? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	erinkirked 2008-10-20 05:43 am UTC (link)
	Well, I figure Milo can do a little bit of trick-or-treating even if it's just a block. Can't resist putting him in something adorable. ~~There's the ball but-~~ Hrm. I have a feeling my Halloween may be quite uneventful. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	dev_ious 2008-10-20 05:53 am UTC (link)
	That boy is utterly adorable. What are you planning on dressing him as? If you say a Quidditch Player, I might have to come over there and knock some sense into you. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	erinkirked 2008-10-20 05:55 am UTC (link)
	:) Errrrmm not sure yet! A snitch would be funny, though! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	dev_ious 2008-10-20 06:01 am UTC (link)
	As long as you don't put him in a Puddlemere Jersey with Rafe's number on the back, I'll back you up. I find that too creepy, seeing little wannabe Rafe's running around. So...you two aren't going to the ball? ~~I'm not an idiot.~~ (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	erinkirked 2008-10-20 06:07 am UTC (link)
	~~Except there might be a mini Rafe running around soon ANYWAY ehe-~~ Oohhh no, I think Will would kill me if his nephew was in anything but a Magpies jersey. There's going to be a lot of trouble in the near future. Well! I dunno, he's usually got a match on Saturday, and I don't like leaving Milo for too long, so. No idea yet, really. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	dev_ious 2008-10-20 06:14 am UTC (link)
	That does sound like a tricky situation. Hm. That's a shame. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Devon erinkirked 2008-10-20 06:16 am UTC (link)
	Sigh Okay, you know I hate him but-- ---Come on, it's just- Right. I think you need to go after him. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Erin dev_ious 2008-10-20 06:26 am UTC (link)
	I don't even know where the hell he is, exactly... (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

Devon

erinkirked
2008-10-20 06:28 am UTC (link)

So? You go and find him. Cuba doesn't have that big of a wizarding population, he can only be in so many places unless he wants to deal with dictators.

You can't just sit around and wait for him. He's already run off on you once, you need to take things into your own hands and figure out for yourself if he's really worth all the shit he's been putting you through ~~there see I said it as nicely as I could-~~

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Erin

dev_ious
2008-10-20 06:47 am UTC (link)

So you just want me to trape around Cuba, knocking on doors?

I hate this. I'm so sick and tired of waitinf around, twiddling my thumbs, expecting him to walk through the door. But what if he's still there for a good reason?

No, nevermind, fuck that, he shouldn't have gone in the first place. He's just...UGH, he drives me so fucking crazy Erin, and the worst part is that I don't know whether or not I should beat the shit out of him or kiss him when I see him again. He always does this, he just...he does something so stupid and I hate everything about him until I see him again, and then I just...melt.

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Devon

erinkirked
2008-10-20 06:51 am UTC (link)

~~sjdfnmsf and that makes you a fucking SAP because he treats you like shit, why ca----~~

I can't possibly try to understand what you and Darren have, because that's between the two of you, but if he does make you feel that way, then---you should do what you can to save everything and try to fix it. After that, if he's still pulling all of this shit, then at least you know that you tried to make it work and you tried to be happy with him.

And---yeah, you know what? I'd have been over there weeks ago, ~~or have broken up with him, but, you know, my guy actually came back--sjdgsg benice--~~ You need to take this into your own hands.

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	Erin dev_ious 2008-10-20 06:58 am UTC (link)
	I don't really understand it either, to be honest. You're right. Maybe I just thought he'd come back before I had to go to the extreme and hunt him down. That's why I kept putting it off. Apparently that's not going to happen, so I'm left with no other choice. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Devon erinkirked 2008-10-20 07:02 am UTC (link)
	~~----~~I know you know that Darren and I don't have the greatest of relationships, but--you're my sister now, and I want you to be happy, so--I'll help you pack. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Erin dev_ious 2008-10-20 07:07 am UTC (link)
	I really wish other people could see what I see in him sometimes. You know, when he's not being an asshole. He can be really sweet, annd kind, and he does treats me right...when he tries. Thank you, Erin. It means a lot. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	beefstick 2008-10-20 06:50 am UTC (link)
	Wow. I can't believe Brand hasn't replied. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	dev_ious 2008-10-20 06:51 am UTC (link)
	Why would Brand reply? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	beefstick 2008-10-21 12:33 am UTC (link)
	An open invitation to suggest what you should wear? He's not going to pass up on that. I mean, think about it. It's Brand. He must be busy or something. Or you know, got his journal burnt up again. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	dev_ious 2008-10-21 01:55 am UTC (link)
	I would wind up going as a Mummy if Brand had any say about my costume. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	[Devon] hustlequigg 2008-10-20 06:54 am UTC (link)
	~~You could just~~ (Reply to this)(Thread)

	[Darren] dev_ious 2008-10-20 06:59 am UTC (link)
	Can't you just say something? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	[Devon] hustlequigg 2008-10-21 12:30 am UTC (link)
	I don't think there's anything I can. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	[Darren] dev_ious 2008-10-21 01:48 am UTC (link)
	Try. Say you miss me, say something that lets me know you still fucking care. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

[Devon]

hustlequigg
2008-10-21 05:56 am UTC (link)

You think I haven't tried? You think I haven't sat here and scribbled out every fucking form of 'I love you' and how much the need for you is making me go absolutely fucking mad? What good would that do us? It just

It's going make me lose my bloody mind, pining like that. And you too. Eats at me to think of you being that preoccupied with me. ~~I shouldn't~~ I shouldn't be messing up your life like that. It's wrong and selfish and

Fuck, Devon. 'I miss you' just doesn't nearly cover what I want to say. Nothing does. I can't think of words. I want to touch you, smell you, taste you... Gods, Devon, I just want to hold on to you and never let go. And I'm so fucking sorry.

You deserve the world, not its reject.

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[Darren]

dev_ious
2008-10-21 08:30 pm UTC (link)

What was I supposed to think, Darren?

You just...left. You packed up your shit, and you went off to Cuba without even saying goodbye.

You don't have to say anything else. I don't need you to say anything more than what you already have. At least not here. Not written down.

[OOC: OKAY I had to re-write this like, fifty times because I wrote the other replies at like...4 in the morning, and they bothered me because she sounded too emo or something. So HERE IS THE FINAL VERSION.]

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	[Devon] hustlequigg 2008-10-22 01:48 am UTC (link)
	I miss you (Reply to this)(Parent)

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