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June 19th, 2009

10:53 am - Ads by Google My account names makes the ads have waffle products all over the place. It's been a depressing couple of days, which I find rather pathetic. So I unexpectedly had to pay 500 bucks on my car for the second time in less than a month. My mom still reimbursed me. I won't be bringing my magic cards to Olympia so I can't play, but Michael's going to be tweaking them to be super awesome, so that's good too. I think I'm just really frustrated with James' mother. I know all the reasons she only wants me to stay a week: For one thing I still don't think she really likes me. For another she sleeps in the room I take when I stay over, and she probably doesn't like giving up her bed. And she'd think herself a bad host if I crashed on the couch. But if it means I can stay longer, I am fine sleeping in the couch. I'd sleep on the wood floor or even in Jak if need be. I really don't care, it's only where I sleep. It irritates me to no end that James and I can't just sleep in the same bed because she doesn't trust either of us. I just...I hate it. I don't feel like it's worth coming up for the week if it means James' mom is going to unhappy of having to sleep in the same room as her husband. To be honest I kind of want to just go to Seattle. I don't see anyone when I'm in Seattle, and I kind of feel that way. I feel like I don't want to see anyone in the world because I only get disappointed or irritated or frustrated when I'm around people. If I had the money I'd just get a summer place in Olympia, and so I wouldn't be bothering James' mom, or Joanna's mom becaseu I know she gets stressed out when guests are over at her house. But once again, answers always seem to lie within money. I need to win that 46 million dollars. Current Mood: aggravated

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