So I've been dating this guy for about a month now and I don't know what to think of it. Our first date went really well, and normally you'd expect things to evolve from there, but he's really into his friends. I love my friends too and it's cool when we're all out together, but we're never alone anymore. There were a total of two times when he and I hung out alone at his apartment and then there was the first date when we went to dinner alone, but that's it. He doesn't really seem to be into PDAs since we did cuddle and actually had sex once when we were alone, but he just occasionally holds my hand under the table when we're out. I don't really care about shit like that but when you're just starting out, it makes me feel like we're just friends who kiss goodbye or something like that. I guess I just like the reassurance that he actually does want to touch me. As much as I complain about having a relationship that's purely physical, it's just annoying when it's purely mental. Even more so actually because then it's just like being friends. I mean, I guess we're still doing the take things slow thing, but once you've had sex is it really taking it slow anymore? I'm no saying I want to marry the guy. I don't even really care if he considers us to be a couple or not yet, I'd just like to know he's attracted to me.
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