kobe p. t. ackerly (catchmelove) wrote in valesco,
@ 2009-08-17 16:26:00

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Jonas! duh
She'd been back in her flat a good five hours, four and a half of them had been spent sleeping on her bed (oh, her bed! How Kobe had missed it!), and the other half hour racing around trying to make the place and herself look presentable for when Jonas arrived.

Jonas! Oh, Kobe was eighty percent sure all their talking through the journals had been a potions-induced dream, but then! Then, he actually showed up at the hospital! Looking worried as all hell, of course, but they'd had a nice chat and Kobe was left once again dazzled by the mere presence of him. She had never been a fangirl like this, to anyone, and she had been around plenty of famous musicians! Kobe had always found something wrong with them to make the rock star more...more human, she supposed, but Jonas was just proving to be this all-around sweet, kind, caring guy who wrote her a bloody song! Wasn't that the most romantic gesture ever?

Not that---she was expecting to get romantic with him, but like...nothing could top getting a song written about you.

Maybe a song that didn't have to do with watching her almost die, but it was still beautiful.

Kobe fired off some cleaning spells to her own piano (Kirby had done such a wonderful thing in letting her into his bank vault!), and slid to a halt on her wooden floors as someone knocked on the door. Kobe let out a choking, flustered sort of sound as she patted down her hair, hoping that she looked decent enough for someone who'd been stuck in the hospital for more than a week.

"Hi," she breathed when she opened the door, and Kobe's hands went behind her back to keep herself from lunging at Jonas. Okay, okay, she wouldn't have lunged, but a very enthusiastic hug was ready to burst from her at any second.

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mynameisjonas
2009-08-18 05:53 pm UTC (link)

Though he knew Kobe was going home today, Jonas had forced himself to practice and write for several hours prior to apparating over to see her. She needed time to herself, and he didn't want to come off as creepy with his eagerness. He wasn't even sure if she even liked him beyond the music or a friendship. Still, there he was, anxious as a teenager, standing outside her door. He checked his breath, but it did nothing to alleviate his nerves.

Jonas rapped on the door with his knuckles and rolled his lips together in anticipation. He distractedly patted his left palm on top of his right fist as he waited. His hands fell to his sides, and his lip from his mouth, when the door opened.

Bloody hell. Jonas blinked at Kobe as she clung to the door in an adorable fashion. "Hey, love," he replied with a slow, lopsided smile.

Kobe was gorgeous; he wanted to pounce her -- which he more of less did when he stepped forward to pull her into a kiss. Jonas cupped face in his hands and gently held onto her lips with his. He sometimes wished he had a little more self-control; this was not one of those times.

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catchmelove
2009-08-18 08:23 pm UTC (link)

It was almost too soft of a kiss for Kobe to realize she was being kissed. She was being kissed! By! By Jonas! Kobe couldn't believe it! She hadn't---well she had wanted to snog him, but did he know that? Maybe he could tell, maybe she hadn't been subtle enough even though she wasn't trying to be subtle and it just----he was kissing her! On the mouth.

Oh gosh.

Kobe didn't know what to think or do, she had so many different reactions going on in her brain (which was RARE so she really didn't know what to do!). The shock of everything made her pull away for a second, gaping at Jonas as if he was the holy grail or something like that. Which he was, to her. He was her super star, rock star, saved-her-life hero! He was the holy grail of the boys you fancied, he was that perfect! In just---every way!

Why had she pulled back?

"Bwuh--" Kobe let out involuntarily, a second before she pushed herself back at Jonas, arms flinging themselves around his neck to pull herself closer, to deepen the snog. She would definitely ignore the throbbing in her chest; she'd blame it on her heart ready to thud straight out from behind her battered ribs.

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mynameisjonas
2009-08-18 11:10 pm UTC (link)

Okay. Damn. She was pulling away. He had definitely misinterpreted her previous enthusiasm and interest. Jonas would have normally built up with some flirting before he outright laid one on her, but he'd been thwarted previously and he had been getting vibes. Kissing her didn't seem too ridiculous and random. It sounded like a bloody good idea, actually -- but she'd pulled away.

And then she wasn't.

Kobe made a strange noise before she was chasing after his retreating lips. Jonas's eyes went momentarily went wide in shock before he tilted his head to deepen the kiss. He wanted to grab at her, but he was concerned he'd hurt her. Still, she did deserve an explanation for his behavior.

Pulling two more kisses out of her, Jonas rested his forehead to Kobe's. He licked his bottom lip and his eyelids went heavy over his gaze. "I couldn't wait any longer," he sheepishly confessed as he feathered his fingers through her hair.

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catchmelove
2009-08-18 11:35 pm UTC (link)

Her face flushed a deep red. Kobe wasn't sure she could feel any hotter than she was right now, but boy. It felt like she was walking on the sun! Every last bit of her was burning because of Jonas. For Jonas? Whoa, that was far too dirty for her to be thinking about straight after their first kiss (they had a first kiss! She was swooning already). She needed to relax, but he was so close that it was making her a very pleasant kind of dizzy.

Kobe was pretty sure she'd never felt this kind of love-struck dizzy. Sure she gawked at blokes like Bertram Aubrey or Derek Dobbs, but never had felt like she'd honestly lost her mind and sense like this. Every time Jonas' name was brought up, or a comment was made, she just grinned like a stupid fool and couldn't stop the lovely train of thought her mind wandered on.

"I'm glad," she said softly, biting her lip nervously. Ugh, she must look like one of those heartsick girls in the muggle films her dad loved so much. Kobe felt her heart continue to beat faster and faster, and she tightened her arms around his neck, "I couldn't stop thinking about you."

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mynameisjonas
2009-08-19 02:21 am UTC (link)

Jonas's body was warmed all over; his heart pounded. He was content and giddy...and maybe still a little anxious. It comforted him to see a smile on her face and to feel her arms around his neck. Jonas just wanted to lose himself somewhere with her. He didn't know where or why, but he knew he'd be happy.

"Mmm," he mused. Jonas ran his knuckles along her jaw, stalling when he felt her racing pulse in her neck. "That was just the potions making you barmy," he said and dropped another kiss on her lips.

His hands slung slow to rest on her hips. "But I don't have that excuse. I was already mad for you."

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catchmelove
2009-08-19 03:25 am UTC (link)

Kobe wasn't sure if it was the potions, Jonas, or her own stupidity that was getting her confused. Her eyes squinted along with her twisted lips. No, see. That didn't make much sense. Unless he'd been absolutely smitten by her dying form, Kobe was quite sure that there was no way for Jonas Ackerly to have been mad about before the earthquake.

Right? Or had all those times, when she was at his shows and sworn that he was singing right to her, been true? All her friends (well, the two that would go to the Zeus concerts with her!) all proclaimed that he was singing to them, but--sigh. Kobe supposed every girl had that dream, yeah?

"Oh geez," she let out, letting out a soft laugh as her face attempted to blush a deeper shade of red, "What the heck was I saying under that table?"

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mynameisjonas
2009-08-19 03:38 am UTC (link)

The table. The very mention of wretched thing made him flinch. He didn't know if the memory would ever NOT make him flinch. Watching Kobe die was definitely at the top of his "Never. Ever. Again." list.

Sighing, Jonas became more sheepish. Gods! How could he manage to say what he wanted without sounding like a huge prat?

"Um," he nervously murmured. "The day of the earthquake?" He lifted his eyes to hers. "That wasn't the first time I've noticed you."

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catchmelove
2009-08-19 03:57 am UTC (link)

Ooohhh boy. He just killed her, right there. Not killed like the table and sign had tried to kill her, but slayed her like---like nothing she'd ever experienced before. Completely knocked her off her feet, and Kobe had no idea how to revive herself. Like...this wasn't happening. That's what it felt like! She felt like this wasn't actually happening, and she was still dreaming, and it was just one big joke her potion-ridden mind was playing on her.

Kobe felt Jonas' hands move on her hips and her fingers curled into the back of his neck, and it hit all her doubts about this being real right out the window. She wasn't just an over zealous fan, she had seen him staring and all of the images she had of Jonas being nice and sweet and kind were true and holy crap.

How did he know for sure that he was mad about her? He didn't know that she was an idiot, and sometimes a bit of a tart! Should she tell him? The thought of actually saying those words made Kobe's eyes widen, but she pushed them away quickly and pressed up on her toes to kiss him again. They were still standing in her doorway so she awkwardly shut the door, glad to have it to press up against.

Yeah, she'll let him figure out all her faults later.

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mynameisjonas
2009-08-20 05:34 pm UTC (link)

Oh, right. The door.

Jonas had temporary forgotten where they were, who he was, and so on. It was ridiculous, he was serious when he'd said he was mad for her, already.

He recalled the first time he'd seen her -- what she was wearing, how her hair fell around her face, her smile, how she shyly whispered to her friends whenever his gaze drifted to her -- and the crippling wanton feelings she'd caused in him. Ever since that night, Jonas had difficulty taking his eyes off of Kobe. He'd even flubbed some lyrics once or twice (or more like, five times in total) whenever he spotted her at a Zeus show. He always told himself that he was going to introduce himself, but she made him nervous and he never overcame his own self-doubt before she left the club.

Honestly speaking? This was not a normal occurrence. Jonas Ackerly did not have difficult talking to people, let alone girls. Ever. And then Kobe had sauntered into his life. It had taken a near-fatal experience for him to realize that waiting around was getting him no where and now, here he was, snogging his friend's little sister (aka the woman dreams are made of) and feeling like the luckiest bloke to ever walk this dusty planet.

Murmuring in appreciation, Jonas fell back against the door, shoulders-first. He caught her lips with his own and smiled into a deep kiss that made his arms twitch with goose-flesh. Jonas grunted out a happy noise. Outright pouncing her had clearly been the best idea, ever.

Jonas sidled her waist closer, to be flush with his and allow her to rest against him. He wanted to seize Kobe to himself and kiss her stupid, but kept that idea in-check for fear of hurting her bruised body.

Breaking away for a breath, he panted a chuckle. "Gods, this is turning our better than I'd imagined." he said, nuzzling his forehead to hers. Jonas then became sheepish, again. "I should've said something to you sooner."

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catchmelove
2009-08-20 11:42 pm UTC (link)

Kobe was very focused when she snogged, so every time they broke apart she had to blink a few times to regain her senses. But, but why had they stopped snogging, this time? Kobe could not understand it, and she blinked her wide eyes slowly as Jonas grew closer, muttering sweet words. Her eyes went out of focus as she tried to keep his gaze, and all Kobe could do was smile.

This was surreal. All her hero worship was definitely paying off, she could see---her parents had told her how Jonas had stayed with her, how concerned he'd been. No one outside of her family had ever cared for her in that way, so to...so to find someone that did after---Geez, guess you could consider that love at first sight, yeah? That did happen, right?

She'd been hurt before, so what was so wrong with enjoying this as thoroughly as she was? Jonas was enthralled with her, she was enthralled with him, and it was in a manner she'd never had the chance to experience. So---so why shouldn't she take advantage of these feelings? What's the worst that could happen? Well...there was the chance of heart break, but Kobe believed people came in and out of your life for a reason, so she was never too damaged when it came to broken relationships.

Why...was she thinking so much? Gosh, that never happened.

"You talk too much," Kobe said with a wide, wide grin, pushing herself flirtatiously (maybe a bit dangerously) close to Jonas. Sure, her mind had just gone on a long, winding, mental ramble, but she was still able to figure out, immediately, what she wanted, "Keep kissing me."

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mynameisjonas
2009-08-21 07:22 pm UTC (link)

Jonas smirked, lopsided, as she blankly stared at him. It was good to know that she was just as dumbstruck as him. He didn't feel as silly, that way. Being a romantic optimist, Jonas did believe in Love at First Sight, but he wasn't sure if this could be classified as such. He didn't know and he didn't care. All he knew was that he was absolutely nutter for this woman and he'd felt as though he was dying himself as he watched her fade before slowly recovering.

His chest ached whenever she was in his vicinity, and it ached even more so, now. Jonas had nearly lost her, without her knowing that he had anything to lose. He couldn't allow that to happen, again; he wouldn't allow that to happen, again. Still, he had to get a handle on reality. Telling a girl he loved her -- when all he knew was her name, her smile, her scent, and her touch -- was just plain crazy.

Jonas chuckled when Kobe rubbed against him. He felt his body flushing and let his hands drift to crossover behind her back, holding her waist with his strong forearms. Following her orders, he grabbed at her bottom lip with his mouth and grinned into a deep kiss. His breath was held shallow by her weight pressed up against his chest. He was becoming aroused and aroused wasn't a good state to be in whilst pinned against a door by a woman he barely knew.

Well, okay, her being a woman he barely knew wasn't his biggest concern. Jonas had his own fair share of skeletons in the closet, but he didn't want to screw this up. Kobe meant more to him than some random bird at a club.

"Mmme," Jonas murmured, dragging his lips from her mouth to a spot on her jaw beneath her ear. "Couch?," he prompted in a suggestive whisper. One of his hands snaked up fist in her hair and he dragged his teeth over his swollen bottom lip. "Bed?," he continued before suddenly remembering why he was there. "Piano?"

Jonas drew back to drop his head to the door; his eyelids had gone heavy over his warm brown eyes. "You pick, love."

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catchmelove
2009-08-21 11:50 pm UTC (link)

Oh that was not fair at all!

Kobe let out a nervous string of giggles at his suggestions. Oh, oh geez. She would have sworn her head was spinning in circles with how her eyes were twitching all over, trying to capture every last detail of Jonas' current expression. What options! And she had to pick! Kobe would have been fine with Jonas pouncing on her again, that was for sure, she wasn't a very good leader you could say.

Her body was aching to get closer to him (God, she felt like such a tart for using the word aching), but her heart was fluttering crazily and making her nervous. Okay, so like---she had slept with Bertram Aubrey after one date, but that was completely hormone driven and she'd been actually looking for that kind of night, so---like...it felt different.

She was nervous. Kobe was definitely okay with snogging the hell out of Jonas, but to go that extra step so fast, well...thinking about it was making her nervous, so maybe it should wait? But what if he wanted it! Though he did add 'piano' right after, so like...oh, geez. Geez. This shouldn't be so confusing.

Okay. She'll just go with her first thoughts. "How about--" she kissed him quickly, "Piano," another kiss, "and then the couch---" quicker kiss, "and then...we'll see?"

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mynameisjonas
2009-08-23 01:47 am UTC (link)

Oh, bloody hell. He hadn't meant fluster her more. Jonas wanted to smack himself for attempt to be suave with her. Kobe was not one of those girls -- the type that hung out at the club, waiting to pounce his prick the second he stepped off stage -- and even if she was, this was not one of those nights.

He had to struggle to not utter an "aww" of adoration as she peppered his mouth with kisses. Jonas's hands went to Kobe's face to keep her from pulling away.

"Easy, easy there, love," Jonas quietly cooed. He pressed a kiss to her cheek and drew back to bump his forehead against hers. He hands found her waist, once more. "When I said 'bed; I didn't mean..." his voice trailed off. Finishing that sentence would've been a lie. Of course, he wanted to sleep with her. Who wouldn't? But that wasn't his only aim, not even close.

Jonas nuzzled foreheads as he wagged his chin in shame. "It's going to sound completely mad, but this -- you are never going to be casual to me." He gave her a shy smile and wrapped her in a loose hug, against his chest. His happy expression faltered. "Whatever you're thinking I want, right now -- it can wait. I can wait. For you, I can wait."

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