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psuphoto09 ([info]psuphoto09) wrote,
@ 2008-01-19 23:36:00


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Current mood: sad
Current music:Yellowcard - Lights and Sound

Sad Panda
I just don't know what to do. Do I wait things out or sit Ben down and tell him how I'm feeling? I'm so happy when I'm with him but miserable when I'm not. I know some of his actions are never gonna change so I don't even try to change them but they upset me somewhat. Am I lying to myself when I say that its just a very different type of relationship than I had with Anthony? No. But am I kidding myself that it will get better? Probably. Or maybe its just me. I've never really been good with adjusting to change. I'm used to having all of a boy's attention devoted to me and its definitely not like that with Ben. He has his brothers and other friends. I don't. Do I break up with him and just be single for a while or keep dating and see where it goes? I'm so confused right now.



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