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♥; melanieeee ([info]melanie) wrote in [info]riddikulus,
@ 2008-01-24 21:46:00


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WHO; Melanie Roberts && Justin Finch-Fletchley
WHEN; Thursday, after lunch.
WHERE; An unused classroom in the third floor.
SUMMARY; Melanie really needs to talk to Justin... even if she'd rather be hiding under her bed.
RATING; PG, most likely.
WARNINGS; None.
STATUS; In Progress.


It had to be done. It needed to be done, because Justin couldn't find out some other way. It would be horrible if he did. Absolutely terrible. Horrible, horrible, horrible, so she had to do it. That was Melanie's mantra for the day as she made her way from the common room towards the empty classroom on the third floor, where she would be meeting Justin. She was walking at a slow pace, eyes fixed on the floor and Justin's note gripped tight in her right hand. Melanie had spent the worse time at Study Hall, not being able to concentrate on her homework or anything, for that matter, and the fact that Charlie was sitting just a couple of tables away and it had been exactly one week since, well, that had happened, were only managing to make her the more nervous. It was so bad that the minute the bell had gone off, Melanie had rushed to her room to lay down, forgetting all about lunch and just waiting for 1:30 to come around.

And now the time had come, and Melanie was cursing it under her breath for going so fast and getting her closer to her doom. Justin was like another brother for her and she knew she would have to tell him, eventually, but the idea seemed more appealing a week before when no one knew about Halloween Balls and Charlie hadn't asked her to be his date and situations like these could have been avoided for a little longer. But now that plan was ruined and, though she had no idea how exactly she was going to do this, she was determined to get it over with. Whatever happened. Though she would be eternally grateful if 'whatever' were something good...

With a deep breath, Melanie landed on the corridor of the third floor. She unfolded the overly-wrinkled piece of paper in her hand to read Justin's note for the hundredth time, before checking her watch and realising she was 5 minutes early. That was good, she thought to herself, as it would give her time to calm herself down before Justin arrived - or at least try to, because her nerves weren't being really helpful that day. Crumpling the paper and stuffing it in her robes' pocket, Melanie headed to the classroom in a quick pace, almost running into a Gryffindor girl as she went. She walked into the room - thankful that it was, indeed, empty - and took a seat on top of the desk. Out of nervousness, she took the note out of her pocket once more and smoothed it on top of her leg, reading it a few more times as she waited for Justin to arrive.


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[info]condign
2008-01-26 05:56 am UTC (link)
Justin approached the third floor classroom with a bag of crisps in hand. His lunch had been cut short due to his wanting to double check his Ancient Runes homework. He'd not exactly dwelled for too long on what it was Melanie might have wanted to discuss. Though her note was a bit puzzling in the beginning and he'd immediately gone to find her with out success the seventh year didn't worry himself over it once the day began. He figured he'd take on whatever it was that she deemed important as it was revealed to him.

Honestly, though, he'd suspected it had something to do with a bad mark of some kind. Maybe she'd failed a quiz, or a professor had suggested she take on a tutor. Not that it was anything dramatic that he'd have to remember that she 'loved [him] loads' - but it seemed like the most logical thing the Hufflepuff could come up with.

Opening the door to the classroom with a near dramatic stumble he smiled at the sight of Melanie sitting. "Alright, Miss Roberts, today we'll be discussing the proper way to set up dates, meetings, secret rendezvous, etcetera." He'd immediately walked over to the blackboard and picked up a piece of chalk, "I advise you take notes...there will be a quiz later." Justin pointed in her direction with the hand that was occupied by his crisps. "First rule...." he trailed off as he began to draw a picture of a very disproportionate Professor Sprout. An array of chuckles escaped him and he finally admitted, "I don't know...." as he finished the woman's trademark gardening hat.

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[info]melanie
2008-01-26 07:09 am UTC (link)
Melanie startled and jumped in her seat the moment Justin stumbled into the room, the note in her hand tearing up in two and falling to the floor. She looked the epitome of guilt - heart racing, eyes wide open and her lips mouthing silent words. The fact that Justin seemed to be in such a good mood was doing nothing to calm her down and she briefly flirted with the idea of not telling him anything. Or running away. Whatever was fastest.

Turning on her seat atop the desk, Melanie willed herself to calm down, focusing all her attention in the doodle Justin was drawing on the board and trying to forget exactly why they were there in the first place. A smile quirked her lips as she vaguely recognised Professor Sprout and she was chuckling along with Justin by the time he was done. "I reckon first lesson is you learn how to draw before attempting to do that," she joked, giving Justin what she hoped was a steady grin. "And the second would be you share that bag of crisps with me?"

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[info]condign
2008-01-27 02:51 am UTC (link)
With a grin Justin happily gave up his attempt at being the next chalkboard artist of Hogwarts. He tossed the chalk to where it came and moved to join Melanie amongst the desks. Munching on another crisp he offered the bag to her. “So?” he asked expecting her to get down to business. “What’s up?”

He sat himself on top of a desk adjacent to hers and closer to the door. Placing his feet in the chair he absently wondered if he should have been more worried than he was. Now that he was seated he could see the slight anxiety in the girl’s face. Out of habit he decided it'd be wiser to not entirely panic yet.

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[info]melanie
2008-01-27 06:04 am UTC (link)
Melanie smiled her thanks as she accepted the bag from him, afraid to open her mouth and have everything spilling out in a second. If she was going to do this, she had to think her words carefully before saying anything - she didn't know how Justin would react, though she had an idea of how things would go and it wasn't exactly pretty. She munched slowly on the crisps, subconsciously dragging out the moment she had to reply, and unable to meet Justin's eyes.

"So. Hey, how are you?" Melanie finally said, lamely, after swallowing the crisps. Her throat felt really dry, making her words come out in a sort of squeak. "I haven't seen you in, like, forever! Have you been really busy with homework stuff? You should take a break every once in a while, you know? It's not healthy to always be studying." Melanie paused for a second to regain her breath, her eyes straying towards the door. Was it too late to run away? "Mum's always told me that I should be really focused on school, but that breaks are needed to clear your head, sometimes, so that's why I take walks around the grounds and, yeah, you know. How are you?"

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[info]condign
2008-01-27 08:33 pm UTC (link)
Justin's brow furrowed slightly as the girl began to ramble. Having known Melanie quite well over the years, it seemed to strike an obvious alert in the boy's head. She's always had the habit of not getting to the point when she had something to say that wasn't particularly pleasant. The fact that she went on to ramble about her mother only seemed to entice an understanding that whatever it was Melanie planned on saying to him had made her this way.

"I'm...fine?" Justin responded as he looked at her suspiciously. He'd made note that not once did she look at him through that entire spill and he paused a moment and looked her over. Half of him hoping that it'd encourage her to at least glance at him and the other trying to read her mind. He couldn't accomplish the latter, of course, but that would have certainly helped get whatever it was on Melanie's mind out into the open without playing conversational ring-around-the-rosie.

"Are you feeling alright, Melanie?" he asked a bit more seriously. "You seem a bit ... all over the place."

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[info]melanie
2008-01-28 01:26 pm UTC (link)
The tension Melanie was feeling was starting to get overwhelming. She couldn't sit still, feeling all anxious and jittery, her legs bouncing in place as she tried to shake off her nerves and the awkward feeling of having Justin throwing questioning glances her way. That was certainly not making things any easier. Even if she would have wanted to (and she didn't), she couldn't really meet Justin's eyes, because if she finally told him - and her mind would quickly remind her that it was when, not if - the look of disappointment she was sure would appear on his face would totally crush her.

"That's," she started saying, but paused for a moment to clear her throat. Giving up on trying to stay still, Melanie jumped off the desk in one quick movement and began pacing, her teeth worrying over her lower lip as they usually did when she was uncomfortable. "That's good. And I'm good. Really! I'm feeling great, fantastic. Yeah, just you know..." Melanie trailed off and turned to give him a half-arsed shrug and a smile, before resuming her pacing. Merlin, this was torture. She should just say what she had to say and get it over with, because no matter how much she dragged it out, the outcome would end up being the same.

Steeling herself to finally tell him, Melanie stopped pacing and opened her mouth, only to back out at the last second. "Oh, hey! Did you hear about the Ball?" The words were out before she could stop them and she slapped her forehead, whether it was because she had asked the stupidest question ever or for chickening out, she had no idea. "Duh, of course you have. Who hasn't? That's what everyone's talking about, now; what they're wearing, who they're going with and even the food! It's funny how it takes a Halloween Ball to get all the school in an uproar!" Melanie paused for only a second to regain her breath, before going off again, all the while pacing and looking everywhere but at Justin. "And well, okay, I can't really talk, because I'm excited about it, too! I have a date! Did I tell you about that? Well, no, I don't think I did because that's kind of the reason why I asked you to meet me here and I'm really nervous right now, but I'm going to tell you anyway. And, oh god, Justin. Please, don't hate me, but I kissed Charles Vaisey! Twice!" There. She had said it. And Melanie felt the slightest bit relieved that it was finally out in the open, but the bigger part of her was absolutely terrified of what was coming next.

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[info]condign
2008-01-28 05:11 pm UTC (link)
Justin had some trouble keeping up with the quickly delivered splurge of words coming from the girl. It was like trying to take notes and listen to a professor who spoke two-hundred words a minute. He'd opened his mouth once to get a word in, but found himself quickly cut off. It didn't take him long to realize that there was no point stopping Melanie when she was on a roll.

Course, when she finally stopped it took Justin a moment to fully comprehend her final confession. Somewhere between her mentioning of the ball he'd wondered absently if this meeting was about an issue of dancing, or chaperoning. And then he reminded himself that he had to make plans for that damned function himself. But no where in his head had his thoughts drifted to anything related to one, Charles Asshat Vaisey.

The seventh year closed his eyes and shook his head as though the news hadn't exactly been heard properly. His mouth opened and closed again like a large sea bass taking it's last breath. Then finally he looked over at his younger friend and held up a hand to her as to make sure she didn't interrupt his brain pattern. "Wha- What?" he asked rhetorically, his tone slightly louder than it had been since he arrived. From the more serious wrinkle in his forehead there were no more jokes or whimsical chalk drawings of professors on hand.

"Vaisey?" he repeated more for his own benefit than hers. He shook his head in disgust at the thought and blurted, "Twice!? Why- You can't be bloody serious." His disgusted expression lingered as he awaited her explanation. Half of him hoped it was some sort of sick joke - but the better part knew the girl wouldn't lie about something like this.

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[info]melanie
2008-01-29 04:17 pm UTC (link)
Melanie had been expecting yelling. A lot of yelling, actually, and maybe even a few curse words thrown in for good measure, but yelling nonetheless. So it was quite a surprise when all she got was a slightly raising of voice. And the disgusted tone, too, of course, which she had also expected, though that still didn't make it any easier for her to bear. Justin was hurt and it was her fault and now she had no idea how to fix it. The look on his face, though, was what almost made her snap and she had to look away and close her eyes tight to keep her emotions in check

"I'm sorry, Justin. I'm so sorry, I--" Melanie began, but stopped mid sentence when she realised she was lying. She was sorry - for springing this whole situation on Justin and ruining his good mood, for one, but not for kissing Charlie. If she were being honest, she would admit she had wanted Charlie to do that for a very long time. Well, not that, but to know that he never really hated her. For the longest time, Melanie had been convinced that the reason her friendship with Charlie had ended was because she had done something wrong. Of course, as time passed, she realised that it hadn't been at all her fault - Charlie was just being a total prat.

And now that prat was trying to redeem himself and Melanie was happy, because she had missed her friend and there was now this added bonus of dating - which was extremely weird and awkward, for her, but so much fun, too. But Justin probably didn't see it that way. Melanie really hoped Justin didn't hate her and that he would just hear her out (even if she had no idea what, exactly, she was supposed to say), because the thought of having to choose between the two of them scared her to no end.

"I-- I don't know what to say. I didn't know it would happen, it-it just did! And then. And then he asked me to the Ball and I said yes," Melanie finished in a rush. Better to come clean about everything while she could. She chanced a glance at Justin's face, her heart dropping as she noticed his expression hadn't really changed much. She refused to drop her gaze, though, but still wouldn't look at him directly, preferring to focus her eyes on his forehead instead. "I'm really, really, really sorry for this. I- I can go, if you want?"

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[info]condign
2008-01-29 08:57 pm UTC (link)
"What? No," he replied as though her suggestion to leave was a stupid one. And at the moment Justin honestly thought it was. Did Melanie honestly think that dumping this in his lap and leaving would solve anything? If anything her leaving now would only irritate him further. Plus, if she left he wouldn't be able to give her his opinion on the matter.

It wasn't that he was angry to the point of yelling. It took a fair amount to get the boy to actually yell. And the fact that this wasn't really a situation where he thought he had the right to do so he refrained. He understood that Melanie had enough trouble sharing this bit of information with him so yelling wouldn't solve anything. But that didn't stop his natural instinct to raise his voice to accommodate the irritation that was pulsing through his body.

"But honestly, Melanie, from where I'm sitting this is a really stupid idea." He offered flat out. "It's like you're asking to be hurt for no other reason than to cling to some childhood friendship that died years ago. Are you telling me he suddenly had a change of heart?"

Justin was greatly aware of Melanie's past with Charles Vaisey. He remembered the trivial tears and the childish cruelty. And on top of that Justin also had his own personal reasons for not liking, or trusting the slytherin prat. But considering this wasn't about him he figured it wouldn't be wise to bring them up. Justin was ultimately more concerned to the damage this little...affair would entice and the unnecessary drama that could be avoided.

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[info]melanie
2008-02-01 10:19 am UTC (link)
Melanie wanted to protest against Justin's argument because, yes, she did truly believe that Charlie had changed for the better. Maybe it was her immense lack of judgement or simple wishful thinking, but the small part of her that had held onto the idea that Charlie had never really hated her told her - quite loudly - that she was making the right decision. But then she reminded herself that from Justin's point of view, the whole situation probably seemed twice as bizarre as it did from hers. And that was saying a lot, already. Still, she had no idea how to explain herself and make him understand that she wasn't crazy for making such choices.

Justin wasn't yelling, nor was he telling her to leave, so Melanie thought it safe to take a seat again. She did so warily, as though any sudden movement would make Justin go off, and if the situation hadn't been so nerve wrecking, she would have found it oddly hilarious. Justin looked calm enough and willing to hear her out and that managed to calm her a bit as she tried to explain herself. "I know, I understand that, but I just..." she stopped again, groaning in frustration. It was just as well that Melanie could talk non-stop about anything in particular, but when it came to serious matters, her ability to form full and somewhat coherent sentences just disappeared, leaving her a blabbing mess.

"He said he fancied me," she tried once more, quietly, her eyes fixed on the floor again. "And he told me that he's fancied me for a long time. And I don't know, okay? I don't know if that's true, but he sounded sincere and, like. I understand what you're telling me, because I've been thinking a lot about that and-and I'm kind of scared. I don't think he's lying, but." He could be, she wanted to add, but couldn't bring herself to actually say the words. She had given that particular thing so much thought, specially the night after she had talked to Charlie. It was true that he had sounded honest, but what if it was a joke? Based on their past history, that didn't seem too far-fetched. Melanie took a deep breath and willed the tears not to fall - if she started crying, calming her down would be impossible.

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[info]condign
2008-02-01 11:18 pm UTC (link)
"But...." he attempted to get her to finish the statement but Justin lacked the patience and finished it himself, "He very well could be lying." The seventh year exhaled heavily and shook his head as he gave the empty classroom a scan.

"Charles Vaisey is not some one you should be getting yourself mixed up with." He shifted his weight so that he could rest his elbows on his knees for....effect as opposed to comfort. "I know you, Mel. You're eager to please and Vaisey's always been that one person you've wanted to get on your side ever since he became one of the Slytherin pod-people." He offered a shrug as he continued, "I'm going to be flat-out honest with you. It's not a good idea, and I am not going to support it. He's an arse and if you get involved with him just because he say he fancy's you; you're stupid."

Perhaps calling her stupid was .... stupid, but at that point Justin felt strongly about his opinion. Anyone male or female, who got involved with someone who treated them like rubbish for years wasn't very bright. The entire situation seemed fishy and downright ridiculous. And obviously, if Melanie had felt the need to tell Justin what was going on, Justin figured the girl wanted to know his opinion on the matter – so he shared it.

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