"We goin to Faybins?"
Bess shot her daughter a look, somewhat amused that she'd recognized the front of The King's Pub and a bit annoyed that she looked so excited about it. Okay, okay
not annoyed, but it was just reminding her that if things didn't work out with Fabian, Sadie was going to start asking questions again, where he was, when was she going to see him, and when you were two and a half years old, your memory span was that of a
goldfish so it was just---it was hard, so Bess was
praying that all of this worked out in the end, but right
now? Right now she was too hysterical to think about their relationship status and had just needed to get the fuck out of her flat.
Why,
why had she made that stupid journal entry? Why'd she even have one of those stupid things where
anyone could see her entries? Bloody---it was so stupid,
so---what did Chester want with Sadie? With
her? Bess was beyond sure he hadn't had a change of heart or some bullshit like that, so
what he wanted with her daughter----and after he'd
already tried to get her, even though the hitwizards couldn't prove it was him...
She knew though. Bess still had 'nightmares' about it. She called the memories that because
maybe they weren't real live thoughts that resided in her head, that they were actual images of something that
happened, but---
Just the
thought of having to go through anything remotely like that again made her burst into tears, and she pushed Sadie into her chest to lie the baby's head down on her shoulder. Breathing harshly, she was glad Sirius must have been in the back as she hurried up the stairs to Fabian's flat. She hesitated for only a second before knocking rapidly on the door, realizing that she wasn't even sure if he'd be home because of quidditch.
"Fabian!" she choked out, looking over her shoulder. Fucking hell, what if she'd been followed?