Estella had been wide awake this whole time, but now, oh God. Even if he gave her a sleeping potion, her mind would still be lively and swirling with so many different thoughts that she suddenly got dizzy. Yes, she got dizzy, and pressed her hands into her face to try and calm herself down because goodness. Oh goodness.
She didn't know any other life than living with your husband. Estella hadn't moved into the house she was currently in until she was married, she didn't know how to deal if--if they ended up not making it. How would that work with Jacob and Marcus and--and she supposed you could say that about a marriage, that you didn't know if it was going to last, but when you did take those vows you made a promise to try and--
"Yes---we could," she said, nodding as her head moved back and forth for a moment, trying to come up with the words. "But---we have to think about--the boys, and...and getting used to each other and--"
Estella finally looked over toward Caden. Did he know that she saw a future, for them? Could he tell? They weren't really ones who talked, mostly because he was a one-word sentence man and she babbled uncontrollably, but there had to be other ways for him to know how she felt, right? She smiled and pushed her hair out of her face.
"I'd need to--it's---there's the whole---I need to know it's gonna last, for---for Jacob's sake." How she hadn't passed out in saying those few words, but Estella felt like her face was going to burn off or---that she was just going to pass out from the heat, it was really hot, wasn't it--"Merlin--you need a fan in here--"
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