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matthew. ([info]brockley) wrote in [info]valesco,
@ 2008-08-20 09:37:00


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[WHO?] Madeline Chamberlain and Matthew Brocklehurst
[WHERE?] The Brocklehurst/Chamberlain home in Southampton
[WHEN?] Shortly after Matt gets his tattoo and goes to Mungo's. [slightly backdated]
[RATING?] R. For fighting, swearing and almost sex and breast exposure.
[WHY?] Matt lost his job.

Matthew had walked for a few miles before he had decided to apparate home. His journal was tucked in his satchel. He flexed his hand subconsciously. This hurt like a bitch. He sighed deeply. He had to get home Maddie was probably worrying about him. He stepped into a dark alley. After closely looking around the alley to make sure no one was there a loud crack was made and he was in Southampton.


 He waled up to his house, not wanting to go in just in case Maddie hadn't finished. He unlocked the front door and walked in, "Maddie? Are they gone?" Please let those goddamn dolls be turned. He hated the way they looked at him. Murder was in their eyes. He knew it was a weird phobia and knew they meant a lot to Maddie but god damnit, they were creepy. "Do you have the lotion?" He sounded slightly whiny and walked into their bedroom.



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[info]madelineann
2008-08-20 04:10 pm UTC (link)
There was never a good day anymore. Maddie didn't know what a good day was anymore. Something always happened (and not the fights that she shared with Matt anymore, those she got used to) to make a good day go sour, so she learned to never get her hopes up or get too crushed when something happened. Today's something was Matt and his job and the stupid Ministry and the stupid bloodlines. It angered her, but she tried to not let it get to her quite so much as it should have. Things would work out.

Right?

Of course they would. Since Maddie wasn't one to wear a whole lot of clothing around the house, she wore just panties as she flitted about the house, turning her precious dolls around so that Matt wouldn't have to look at them. She didn't understand the big deal; they were inanimate objects! How could they scare someone that much? Obviously he was just being difficult and Matt-like, which was why she turned them so willingly. By the time he returned home, all but one, one, had been turned away out of her entire collection.

"Yes, babe. They're gone," she said as she stuck her head out from the room she was in. Giving a would be annoyed sigh, she followed him into the bedroom. "You know I do." Crawling into her side of the bed, she took one of her lotion bottles out and turned to him. "Now, let me see your hand, my big baby."

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[info]brockley
2008-08-20 04:18 pm UTC (link)
He was a big baby and he didn't care. This stung. "I cried when they put it on me," he offered her his hand gingerly. It was ugly and it was big. He didn't notice the doll unturned, yet. He had noticed that they were turned and had exhaled a sigh of relief. He kissed her cheek. "I really don't like the world right now love. I have money saved. Our mortgage is almost gone. So all we need to worry about now is finding me a job." He sat cross legged on the bed and looked her with his green eyes. He was still upset.

He was worrying, as he was prone to do. "I don't care if that makes me a baby," he said a little more gruffly than he intended. He waited patiently for her to put the lotion on and waited for her to say something.

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[info]madelineann
2008-08-20 04:24 pm UTC (link)
Dabbing some flowery smelling lotion onto one hand, she used the other to lightly rub some in for him. At least he'd smell good even if it was ugly. "Aw, my baby. I'm sorry they did this to you." She wasn't just saying that to be a pain in the ass; she actually meant it because it was cruel and uncalled for. The Ministry were locos anyway. Her hand spread over his, careful to be gentle with him. "We'll be okay, Matt. Let's not worry about this right now. We have a while before the money is gone, so we'll worry then." That was Maddie -- worry later about important things.

Leaning over some, she pressed her lips to his neck, gently kissing and nipping at the skin there; she was just trying to get him to relax. "But you're my baby, so don't forget that." Her voice was soft against his skin. Her hand moved from the top of his to up his arm a little, getting the lotion worked in so it wasn't all over the place and nasty -- bad enough she used a flower scented one.

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[info]brockley
2008-08-20 04:44 pm UTC (link)
He sighed and wrapped a free hand around her body loosely. "Girly lotion," he mumbled. Honestly, he didn't care what the lotion smelled like. It felt good on his sore hand. "The Ministry is out of control. Bloodlines shouldn't matter. We all have magic." He was mumbling and he was starting to relax. He squeezed her softly and looked around the room. Worrying is what Matt did best. If he didn't worried they'd be hippies living in a flat somewhere in London barely making rent.

"Maddie, honey." He said with a little more viciousness than he intended to. He had noticed the doll, "You forgot to turn a doll." He looked away from it almost immediately. The eyes already getting to him. He closed his eyes tightly trying to get the image out of his mind. There was a fight coming and he knew it. He really did appreciate the fact that she went to so much trouble but he didn't even want to think about it. He shuddered.

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[info]madelineann
2008-08-20 04:50 pm UTC (link)
Breathing out a small laugh against his skin, she let go of his hand to wrap her arm around the front of him. See, this was nice. Sitting in bed, talking and just relaxing together -- with no fighting. "That's the Ministry for you. If they aren't causing trouble in one way or another they aren't doing their jobs." Magic or not, Maddie rarely used hers anymore. Having a muggle job basically kept her from using it. Plus there was that war... and she didn't like wars, so really, there was no point. Hearing him mumble made her smirk some, her teeth now biting down into him. She liked him relaxed.

"I'm sorry, baby," she mumbled, this time trying to avoid the pending fight in question instead of instigating it. "I tried my best, that should count for something." That free hand of hers moved to the buttons on his shirt, pulling them out. Anything to get his mind off that damn doll of hers. It was just a stupid doll! She didn't get it, she didn't get him. Eleven years later and he still pissed her off almost every day.

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[info]brockley
2008-08-21 05:04 am UTC (link)
Normally he would've let it slide. It was her trying to avoid a fight for once and not him throwing his hands up. "It does but it's still there," he mumbled and tried not to look at her. He knew as soon as he said that she'd be getting over the avoiding of the fight. Maybe he wanted the fight. Yeah, he kinda did. He wanted the sex that they normally had. Not the pity sex that it felt like Maddie was trying to give him.

To this day Maddie would piss him off they'd fight and scratch and make up. He felt sorry for the child they were going to eventually have. There would never be normalcy for that little one. The doll was bugging him, still. He closed his eyes a little more tightly and mumbled to himself, "They are not real. They are not going to kill me in my sleep."

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[info]madelineann
2008-08-21 05:13 am UTC (link)
Oh, that was it. She was done being nice tonight. He wanted the fight, well he was fucking going to get that damn fight. All she was trying to do was have a nice damn evening for once, then he had to go and ruin it... like he always did. Pulling her hand out of his shirt and letting go of him period, she sat up and looked at him with fire in her eyes. Whenever she got mad the colour went from hazel to dark brown, almost black. Getting up from the bed, she snatched up the silk robe at the foot of the bed and dragged it on roughly.

"You know what, Matthew? Just shut your fucking mouth about the damn dolls." The dolls were encased in a glass home, so opening up the door (well, more like almost ripping it off the hinges), she pulled the aforementioned doll at hand, gripped it tightly and smashed the porcelain head against the wood, shattering it into a million pieces. "There? Are you fucking happy now, you asshole? Made me break my favourite one because you are a goddamn little child!" Oh, she was mad. She was so mad. Trying to be nice and this is what she gets. No way was this going to end good now.

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[info]brockley
2008-08-21 05:43 am UTC (link)
His mouth dropped open. He knew that was her favorite one. He puffed up his chest and left his shirt halfway open. "No I'm not fucking happy. Why would I be bloody happy that I made you break something that you love?" He stood up and hid his sore hand behind his back. Matthew wouldn't put it past Maddie to scratch at the fresh tattoo. Hurt filled through his eyes. He hated hurting Maddie and she knew it and she normally picked fights with him. Though, the thought of where this would probably reach had him squirming slightly in his mind.

His own eyes went a little dark. The silk robe was unnecessary and she knew it and was doing it to give a smaller less noticeable fuck you to him. Eleven years and they were still bickering about dolls. What the fuck? "Shut your own fucking filthy mouth. God, you're the least lady-like woman I've ever met. You could give a two year old a run for their money. What are you going to spit in a patois now?"

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[info]madelineann
2008-08-21 05:50 am UTC (link)
Still holding the broken doll in her hand, she wanted to hurl the fucking thing at his head so bad, but she held back. "Because you're Matthew fucking Brocklehurst, king of all the assholes in the land. I'm surprised you actually gave a shit about something that I love, other than you that is." Tonight was his fault, all his fault. He started this fight, when she wanted to back off and enjoy a relaxing night in bed. Instead here she was, holding a broken doll in one hand and a balled up fist for the other. He did this to her, brought out this side in her.

"Ooh!" she screamed loudly, now throwing the rest of the doll at his head. "Fuck you, Matthew. You like this filthy fucking mouth when I'm sucking your cock. You weren't so offended by it last night, now were you?" All she wanted to do was go after him, do what they usually did and fall asleep, but not tonight. She was feeling sick, actually had been all day. This bickering was just making her feel worse.

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[info]brockley
2008-08-21 06:05 am UTC (link)
Ducking quickly he sped towards her and he grabbed her hair. How was he supposed to know she was feeling ill. He could kill her, he really could. His mouth crashed down onto hers and he pulled her close to him by the hair. The kiss was long and steamy. "If I'm the king of all the assholes then why the hell are you with me?" He grinded his hips into hers "Why wouldn't I like you sucking my cock? What man wouldn't Madeline?" He growled out. This was a normal day in the Brocklehurst household and he was beginning to love it. The sex couldn't be beaten even if he tried, even if he wanted to.

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[info]madelineann
2008-08-21 06:12 am UTC (link)
God, she wanted to strangle him. Tonight she meant it, too. All she wanted to do was wrap her fingers around his throat and choke the life out of him -- that's how mad he was getting her. Her mood wasn't improved by the usual hair pulling and kiss; by now, she'd push him onto the bed and start up their usual make up, but not tonight.. Damn him. Damn him straight to hell! But since it was nice, she complied easily to his wishes, all the while her own fingers tightened in his hair and yanked -- hard. "Fuck you, Matthew. You know why I'm with you; someone has to be." Low blow to his ego, but hey, she was entitled to a few good ones every night.

The sick feeling started to rise in her throat. Oh, god. With the hand still in his hair, she tried to push him away. "Matthew, if you do not let go of me right now, I will be forced to throw up all over you, including down the front of your shirt." And she wasn't kidding, which was the sad part of the whole thing.

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[info]brockley
2008-08-21 06:22 am UTC (link)
Let her go immediately. He knew the tone and let her rush to the adjacent bathroom from their bedroom. The healer inside him shuttered for just a moment, "Madeline. I'll be right back." He shouted. He apparated immediately to the drug store around the corner. Pulling out the little money he had in pounds he bought a pregnancy test. They hadn't used condoms since he had taken her virginity almost ten years ago.

As he paid for the damned contraption he tried to remember the charm to test her magically. He rubbed his face. Any feeling he had romantically he had lost almost immediately when she turned around to go empty her stomach contents. Oh God, he thought nervously. He chewed on his lip staying where he was for a moment trying to remember.

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[info]madelineann
2008-08-21 06:27 am UTC (link)
Rush wasn't the word. Her stomach was so upset, she walked quickly and ended up throwing up in the sink. Ugh, what a horrible feeling and taste! Dinner was good, but not that good that she had any inclinations on tasting it again. The last thing on her mind was pregnancy, mainly because she didn't want to believe it was true. Their home wasn't right for a damn baby right now. After washing her face and brushing her teeth, she looked in the mirror and sighed heavily. Please, just let it be the stomach flu, she prayed softly.

Going back into the bedroom, she looked at him. "Where did you go?" Then her eyes met the bag, and she got mad all over again. "Oh, god. No. Don't tell me you fucking bought a damn test." Years of being with him and living with him had taught her one thing -- never be sick in front of him. The damn healer in him always had him worrying.

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[info]brockley
2008-08-21 06:36 am UTC (link)
"Yes, Maddie. It's a test. I'll do it magically too. Just to be sure. Please do this for me? We need to know. The throwing up like that for you isn't normal. I know you throw up occasionally but this isn't ordinary. There was nothing odd in dinner tonight. It was just leftover fish chowder." He tried to use his green eyes on her. "Please?"

The healer in him was ready to go professional on her if he had to but he wanted this to be Matthew Brocklehurst not Healer Brocklehurst. Though he was no longer a healer and he shook his head clearing his thoughts and going back to Madeline. "It won't hurt you and it'll shut me up."

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[info]madelineann
2008-08-21 06:40 am UTC (link)
Letting out a frustrated growl, she turned away from him. He was right, dammit, but she didn't want to admit it. Her pride and ego wouldn't let her. Instead she stood there, robe half open and arms over her chest, pouting like a five year old. At least if she was pregnant, she could get along just fine with her child. "Maybe it's all this damn fighting we're doing lately. Ever think of that? Fighting doesn't go well with damn fish chowder." But of course that wasn't it. She'd been suspecting for a few weeks now that she was pregnant, but wasn't ready to admit it.

With one more growl, she turned and grabbed the bag. "Gimme the damn test. I'll piss on the stick myself." Going into the bathroom, she slammed the door and stood there for a moment, thinking and gathering herself before she actually pissed on the test. Great, now she had to wait for an actual result which wouldn't be a result because they were never accurate.

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[info]brockley
2008-08-21 06:45 am UTC (link)
Matt began to pace around the bedroom. He had completely forgotten his shirt was open and went to rub his collar and got bare neck. Screw it, he thought. He wasn't going anywhere else tonight. Butterflies formed in his stomach as he tore off his work shirt. He sat down on the bed and got up again. He did this two more times before he took his shoes. This was going to be the longest three minutes of his life.

If she was he wasn't going to cry, he wasn't going to yell, he wasn't going to scream. He was going to let her sleep in the bed alone for the night and sleep in the spare room and probably owl Mark almost immediately. Oh Jesus Christ. He felt like throwing up.

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[info]madelineann
2008-08-21 06:51 am UTC (link)
In those three minutes of sitting on the bathroom floor, she thought a lot about life and where it was going. Well, she knew where it was going now, there was no stopping it. The test was in her left hand and her right against her cheek. This couldn't happen; they didn't want kids, they had already talked about this before. That was why they had none already. It wasn't that she'd make a horrible mother, it was just she didn't want to be one. She grew up with boys for christ's sake. She didn't know the first thing about motherhood, other than 'don't let your kids eat mud'.

She sighed, looking down at the test. Oh.. great. Positive. Fucking positive. God, she wanted it to be a damn false positive. Pushing herself up from the floor, she opened the door and flung the stick at him. "I hope you're happy," she said, her voice breaking as she started to cry. "Now I'm fucking pregnant and most miserable about it." Most women were happy, not Maddie. She stood at the door, her hand in her hair. "This household is already fucked up. How in the hell can we bring a child into this mess?"

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[info]brockley
2008-08-21 06:56 am UTC (link)
"I don't know. I didn't fucking want one either Maddie. I don't want our child growing up in a house where I'm thrown out every other day because I run my mouth." He sighed, "Let me do this test magically alright? Make sure it's not a false positive." Oh God, he prayed, let it be a false positive. He looked up at the ceiling for a moment and refused to look at her as he cast the spell. Blue would mean positive. The light began to shine a bright blue and he peeked. "Sonofabitch. What are we going to do?" He tugged at his own hair.

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[info]madelineann
2008-08-21 07:00 am UTC (link)
Once more that night she wanted to scream, throw things and just all out cry like a little girl. Her hand went to her mouth to cover up any sounds she was emitting that weren't swears. "Oh, god, Matt. What are we going to do?" They were having a baby, there was no denying that any longer. Walking over to the bed, she sat down on the edge, crying softly. "I don't know how to be a mother. Hell, I don't even know how to be a goddamn lady." This was wrong, this was bad and this... was a horrible mistake. Now he was surely going to make her marry him. Well, at least they'd have to learn to stop fighting and just have sex the good ol' fashioned way.

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[info]brockley
2008-08-21 07:02 am UTC (link)
"I don't know. At least I have the savings. I guess it'll be going to the baby and the mortgage. I just hope we pay it off soon." He just wanted to curl up into a ball and just not think about it. Instead he walked over to her and gathered her up into his arms. "I'm not even going to ask right now," he said softly. "Maybe later but not right now. Think about it seriously. This will be the only time I'll ask you during the pregnancy." He stroked her hair softly. "We'll figure it out. I promise. We always do."

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[info]madelineann
2008-08-21 07:06 am UTC (link)
She shook her head. "You know my answer," she said, though it was muffled into his shirt as she cried some more. The tears just wouldn't stop. Her arms went around him as she sighed softly. "Oh, Matt. This isn't like you losing your job or the stupid Ministry. This is an actual baby. A real baby. Someone else we're going to have to look after like responsible adults. How can we figure this out? There's nothing to figure out!" This wasn't like any problem they've had before, where they could ignore it, hoping it wasn't real. It wouldn't work anymore. Someone else was going to be in their family, someone that would rely on them for everything.

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[info]brockley
2008-08-21 07:09 am UTC (link)
"Just trust me alright? Please?" He held her to him and sighed and held her a little more tightly. "I'm not sleeping in here tonight. I just can't do it." He looked at the broken doll and the floor and it pained him to do so but he murmured "Reparo. Accio Doll." A completely fixed doll and he handed it to her. "I'm sorry I flipped out about the dolls. I just think it'll be better for us to sleep in separate beds tonight." He sighed and tried not to think about what would happen in nine months.

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[info]madelineann
2008-08-21 07:12 am UTC (link)
Like sleeping apart would make any difference, she thought to herself. He probably wanted to sleep in another bed because she was already get fat and ugly. More than likely he was regretting everything. What was the point? Pulling away from him completely, she wiped her face and sniffled, taking the doll from him. "Oh, get the fuck out of here, then. Go sleep somewhere else because you can't be man enough to sleep with me tonight." If anything, she wasn't going to let him back in anytime soon. He brought this onto himself, and even though it pained her to say so, it was true. The doll was more trustworthy than he was. No wonder she didn't want to marry him.

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[info]brockley
2008-08-21 07:14 am UTC (link)
He walked out and did the walk of shame. He'd talk her out of the ban another night. Tonight he felt he deserved it. He just completely let the comments about his manhood roll off of him. She probably wanted another fight but she wasn't going to get it. He walked into the guest bedroom and grabbed his journal out of his satchel and thought about what to write.

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[info]madelineann
2008-08-21 07:17 am UTC (link)
The last thing she wanted was another fight. If anything, she wanted him, the big asshole that he was. Forcing herself not to cry anymore, she undressed completely and got into the bed, finding that cuddling the doll was just as good as him. Except it didn't help. It was no use. Shit was falling apart. Soon, he'd leave and she'd be left all alone to raise a stupid baby. Left with that thought, she found it very difficult to fall asleep that night. Most of it was spent crying softly to herself, the other part of it was spent dozing or sitting by the window.

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