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bianca p. aubrey ([info]persephones) wrote in [info]valesco,
@ 2010-11-03 22:30:00


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Entry tags:bertram aubrey, bianca aubrey

Backdated! Bertram!
This was going to be fine. They were going to be fine. If Bertram didn't want to go along with everything, then okay! She was an independent woman, she'd be able to raise this baby by herself. And, honestly! He was a single dad! He would definitely understand that things like this just happen, and she didn't go and get herself pregnant like some crazy love-struck wench to keep him tied to her----

---oh, God, would he think that? She hadn't pressured him into saying 'I love you,' or anything like that! Hell, she'd recoiled at Mira's not-so-happy joke about Bertram basically living at their flat. They weren't serious enough to have a baby together, but what was she supposed to do? It was--she wanted this baby, she did, that wasn't the question, it was just the fact that wanting this baby might ruin the best relationship she'd had in years--or, ever, really--

She'd been sitting on the edge of the Ministry's fountain inside the Atrium and jumped when Bertram's face appeared in her line of vision. Bianca smiled up at him weakly and remained seated, her hands wrung together tightly. She'd picked the latest break to go on lunch because the Atrium was usually empty (ministry workers tended to take their breaks early, not very many morning people around here, like Bianca), and she had made up her mind that she could not go another day without telling Bertram. She'd already known for two weeks!

"Right on time!"



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[info]pantsoptional
2010-11-04 01:32 am UTC (link)
Wait, she was crying? There had been a lot more screaming and throwing objects the last time that a girl had told him that she was pregnant and frankly, that had been part of the reason he'd tried to avoid Rachel through that whole thing. The other part was where he was pretty sure that she'd only slept with him because he'd gotten her drunk on wine coolers and she'd felt fat that day.

"Uh." Bertram stepped forward and took her hand to give it a brief squeeze, "I mean, you're probably not even going to get that fat because you get a lot of exercise at work, so you shouldn't worry about that!" Right, because that was definitely what she had to worry about here.

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[info]persephones
2010-11-04 01:39 am UTC (link)
As much as she loved Bertram, sometimes it was obvious how much growing up he still needed to do. Bianca shook her head, forcing herself to remain calm and now blow anything out of proportion. He thought she was worried about getting fat? Or was he just joking, trying to make light of this very situation? She couldn't tell, and Bianca just shook her head with a sigh.

"It's not--I'm happy," she said out loud, for the first time (she'd mostly just cried from the initial terror, to Mira). "I'm happy, it's just---are you--? We don't--we don't even live together or--I mean..."

She wasn't going to bring up the fact that he hadn't told her he loved her, she wasn't because she was going to be the bigger person here and totally not care that her boyfriend (and FATHER OF HER CHILD) couldn't just say some stupid words.

Right. Bianca was completely fine with the lack of verbal devotion. It was her hormones that weren't.

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[info]pantsoptional
2010-11-04 02:07 am UTC (link)
"Well, if you're happen then I'm happy." He did actually like kids, honestly, and it wasn't like he was the one who had to carry around the kid inside of him and then try to push it out of his lady-area in a way that he had been assured was like the worst session of alcohol-induced vomiting happening at the same time as being kicked in the balls.

He smoothed his hand over the back of his neck again and then looked over to the door. No, he wasn't thinking about escaping. He was thinking ...

"We should probably get to that lunch before you tell me something stupid like 'well it's too late now' and retreat back to your office."

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