Sometimes she hated Donovan. Danielle's cries became harder as he took her face in his hands, and she hated him. In all of her years, in all of the logical ways she was able to view the world and people in it, it was only when he was involved that she lost sight of what made sense. Every situation at the hospital could be answered with some factual answer, there weren't grey areas when it came to saving people's lives. Even with her family, or best friends, she knew how to answer things how to be make things better. But with Donovan it was as if she was a completely different person. She couldn't find a logical reason for them to not be together, but all the factors that were keeping them apart were literally tearing her apart.
Everything was her fault. If she hadn't been so inept in the ways of---if she hadn't listened to her mother's cues, to put herself in front of her boyfriend, if---if she had come to Gabriel's wedding, she would have met with Donovan before he was set up with this woman, and they could have had a chance---there wouldn't be all these elements in the way. Merlin---she had been so sure that she didn't feel anything for him anymore, that's why she'd been able to come back, but she'd obviously been wrong.
"I love you!" she cried out, her hands forgetting their hiding spots and nearly lashing out to grab his robes. Danielle pushed closer, still crying, frantically looking over his face for some sign of an answer to this madness. Damn him, she hated Donovan when he did this to her, "I love you, Donovan and---and if you love me then---then---they should--I'm a witch! I'm not a muggle or---or---"
Danielle couldn't even comprehend that she was trying to please his parents' wishes, it would make her sick when she was able to concentrate. She pushed forward to kiss him again, maybe he'd see, "I'll do anything, I'll---anything!"
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