"Yeah, I am, otherwise why would I go and do something like that? Even Darren said I was being stupid. I just didn't want to have to force you to see me," Aland said to his knees, picking at an invisible thread like a petulant child being redressed for an idiotic action.
He shrugged, because he didn't really believe that she didn't hate him, there was some kind of...something behind her not wanting to be with him. "I didn't mean to make you worry. I thought that if I asked you'd thought I was just trying to be around you again, which, well, I'm not not trying to do that but that wouldn't have been the reason then. You were just so sad when I was around I don't want you sad and so if I'm not around then you're not sad."
Which was exactly the opposite for him, but it was Erin who got to make the decisions, right? You couldn't force someone to be with you and if you did it wasn't real and Aland had thought what they had was real but everything got really confusing and hard to figure out when there was all this emotion-y stuff involved. "It's better anyway yeah, you're happy and you love your job and stuff. That's what matters."
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