Hey!

Hey!

So ready to be somewhere not here.

Me, too! Wanna go shopping after class?

Um… WE COULD!

I miss you! Feels like I've barely seen you since the party. :(

I know! I'm sorry! I've just… IDK. I'm a horrible friend. I've been spending all of my time with Ed. I'm sorry.

Oh, have you? Well, tell him he has to share!

And you're NOT a horrible friend.

Don't even say that!

I just miss my BFF, you know?

I know! I'm sorry! I'll tell him. I know he won't mind. I've just been… you know…

IDK. He's finally treating me like the others. I don't want him to change his mind or something.

He's not going to change his mind! It's been , like, a week! And you've barely come up for air! AND I haven't seen him with anyone ELSE since before the party.

I know. I'm sorry. I'll do better. I promise.

Don't apologize! I'm happy for you!

It's just… really amazing, you know?

I bet it is!

We can go shopping, though! One afternoon away from him won't kill me.

Lol. Okay, good, bc I wouldn't want that!

We'll find you something extra sexy to wear for him ;)

IDK, though. I might just fall over or pass out or something. :P

I'll give you mouth to mouth if you do. ;)

Sounds like a plan. Lol.

So.. something sexy to wear, huh? Like what are you thinking?

IDK. I was just thinking something sexy! What are you doing? Going out or staying in?

IDK. We haven't made any plans.

Wellll, we can get you a sexy outfit just in case. And something sexier for underneath.

Ohhhhh let's go dancing. We could do like a double dateish thing!

We could. I'd need to ask him. It's kinda up to him. He might have plans

Well, ask him!

I will!!

Cool! I'm sure the boys will be up for it! What could possibly be more fun than a night out with US?

Right! I mean… they should want to! I'll ask ASAP.

Soooo.. That making out with Ed thing is working out for you? :D

It is so so so so so working out for me. So much.

Lol that good huh?

That. Good. You know what the girls say in the locker room? So true. He's amazing.

Yeah? I've seen him hold a football. I bet he's good with his hands....

Guh. SO good with his hands. Like… curl your toes good with his hands.

Man, now -I- want to make out with him.

Kidding!

Seriously happy for you though! It's about time he woke up and saw the hottie that is you!

So not funny. I'll deal with all the rest, but… not you.

IDK what happened, but I'm kinda a fan of spin the bottle.

I was kidding! You know if never do that to you!

Ugh. You realize we have LIBBY to thank for that, right?

Ugh. I hate her so much. SO much.

So… Ed and I have done a little more than kiss.

:O HOW MUCH MORE THAN KISS?

ASHLEIGH ELIZABETH BARTON, IF YOU HAVE HAD SEX AND DIDN'T TELL ME I AM GOING TO BEAT YOU!

No, no. It's not like that. We haven't have sex, but… there's been some touching.

What KIND of touching?

Um… under the clothes touching.

Under the clothes WHERE?

Under the clothes everywhere...

EVERYWHERE?!?!?!?

Yeah. Everywhere.

Now is not the time to be vague, Ash! WHERE is everywhere.

Everywhere! He's… well, he's fingered me.

:O I bet THAT was nice.

It was very very nice. So nice. Amazing.

I bet it's not long before you're having sex. Just saying.

Penis feels SO much better than fingers.

No. I don't think… no. He hasn't wanted to.

I did… go down on him, though.

Maybe he thinks YOU don't want to!

Ohhhhh how was THAT?

It was… he tasted really good. I was nervous, but he was… encouraging, if that's the right word.

Yeah, guys tend to be encouraging about having their dick sucked. :P

No. I just mean he was… IDK… he seemed to enjoy it a lot. He was very gentle...

Awww. That's good! I'd hate to have to hurt him for being… UNgentle. I know what you mean though.

I'm really happy for you, Ash. Like really, really happy!

No. He was great. It was great. I loved doing it.

I get it! I love doing that for Jeremy, too, so I TOTALLY understand.

I don't think I'd enjoy doing it for anyone else. Just him.

I… haven't done it for anyone else.

It's kind of.. intimate, you know?

Yeah. It is. I really, really enjoyed it, though.

I get it! I really do! I bet HE enjoyed it, too!

I think so. He acted like he did. I didn't think I was that great, but he acted like I was.

I'm sure you were AWESOME.

I don't think it's actually possible to be BAD at giving a blow job.

IDK. As long as he enjoyed it.

I'm sure he did!

Well, he came, so I'm pretty sure he did.

Of course he did!

Lol. I'm glad you're confident in my head giving abilities.

I'm confident in your Ed-pleasing abilties!

Well, hopefully, I can keep that up.

You can! He just needed to see what he was missing!

Well, I'm trying to show him. Unfortunately, he wasn't missing much! IDK what I'm doing half the time.

He was missing a LOT!

You're a REALLY good kisser, for one!

I don't believe for a second that I'm better than those skanks. I mean… Libby has more experience than most porn stars.

So? Not that I've made out with Libby, but I think you're amazing!

Thanks, Dari. Also, thanks for making me blush in class.

You're welcome! We can make out in the fitting room if it helps. ;)

OH OH OH did I tell you Gray wanted me to model lingerie for him in the fitting room?

Did he? Wow. Did you do it?

No! Can you imagine getting CAUGHT?

Let me just say that if THAT is what he wants, I think he's barking up the wrong tree with Melia

IKR?

That girl is more of a prude than me. I mean… so sweet, but… why is he wasting his time?

I have NO idea! I mean, I love Melia, but Gray definitely seems to be... not really her type? IDK

He wanted me to model for him after I got home, too.

Probably because I kind of hinted that I would.

So did you?

>.> Nope

I did make out with him, though!

I'm sure that made him happy.

I'm sure he would have been happier with MORE lol

That's all guys, though.

It's it horrible that I made out with Gray and then a few hours later had sex with Jeremy in the pool?

Um… I'm dating Aaron and I'm letting Ed… touch me.

Why ARE you still dating Aaron if ED is touching you?

I like Aaron. He's nice.

Mmmhmm. He's nice, but Ed's... ED, right?

Right, but… this isn't a big deal, right? Ed does this with… EVERYONE. He hasn't said anything about wanting more.

IDK. I guess he does? I haven't seen him with anyone else since before the party, though.

And I overheard Melly telling Abbie he blew her off the other day.

He was probably busy the other day… as you said, we haven't really come up for air.

Welll, that still means he blew her off for YOU

That has to mean something

Like I'll blow other guys off for Jeremy.. but not the other way around, you know?

IDK. Ed has never really blown me off for other girls. That's nothing new.

True

IDK, boys are confusing

I just don't want to read something into nothing. We're making out. That's enough.

Yeah. I get it.

You MIGHT have to blow him off for Aaron at some point, though. I think boyfriends get cranky otherwise.

Yeah. I'm definitely going to have to figure out how to divide my time. Otherwise, Aaron is going to start to suspect something.

That would SUCK. I suppose you'll know if Ed flips out when you want to spend time with Aaron, though.

That's… true.

I hadn't thought of that.

I mean.. Jeremy never acts like he cares when I make out with other guys. If Ed doesn't like you hanging out with Aaron, you'll know he's jealous.

There's one flaw in this plan… Ed has NEVER liked me hanging out with Aaron.

Maybe he's been jealous all along!

I think he just REALLY hates Aaron.

IDK, they always seemed friendly enough before

Ed said that Aaron makes comments about getting innocent girls into bed. Maybe he thinks that's why he's dating me.

Maybe. He IS kind of protective. Or maybe he's jealous. He's OBVIOUSLY into you.

He's always been more than kind of protective. He's OBVIOUSLY into making out with me.

Ofc he is! Who WOULDN'T be? You're a hottie!

I don't need more than that. Not as long as he'll keep kissing me.

Kissing is awesome! Is it time to get out of class, yet?

ALMOST!

Ready for shopping NOW!

We can go to that cookie place in the mall, too! The one with the HUGE cookies!

Oh, right! Shopping. I was thinking about kissing Ed.

LOL!

It's okay. I think about kissing in class a LOT!

So… shopping! For something sexy! And then I'm probably going to rush home to make up for all this kissing I'm missing! ;)

That sounds like an EXCELLENT plan!

Can I steal like… five minutes with Ed before we leave?

Are you sure it'll be FIVE MINUTES and not turn into FIVE HOURS? :P

I know how easy it is to lose track of time!

FIVE MINUTES! I SWEAR!

OKAY! FIVE MINUTES! I'll just grab five minutes with Jeremy while I wait for you. ;)

DEAL!

Oh! BELL!

Oh! Meet you at my locker in five?

FIVE!