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ackerley. ([info]ackerley) wrote in [info]riddikulus,
@ 2008-01-07 03:06:00


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WHO; Stewart, Dean, and Morag and Sam later.
WHEN; During and after dinner, Saturday night.
WHERE; Room of Requirement & the adjoining hallway
SUMMARY; A date, and then a conflict.
RATING; R
WARNINGS; kissing, ~intimacy~, then punches :D
STATUS; wayyy incomplete



Stewart was lying down flat in his four-poster, his fingers drumming on his bare arm, breathing deeply. There was, what? A good thirty minutes before he could even think about running off to the seventh floor and still have his dignity. He sighed and flipped his body over and spread himself across the bed, making small mummers as he sang along to muggle songs that he could only remember not listen to. Really it wouldn’t be asking too much to attempt to make a radio work here, or a CD player, or something. They were wizards after all! What was the hold up?

He let out another dramatic sigh as he jumped up into a sitting position and ruffled his hand through his hair. He’d thought of everything, right? Food from the kitchens stowed away in his bag, and they’d just have to think of somewhere to have their date when they got there. It was just… nerve wracking. Stewart wanted to scream or do something, because, this was all so new. He’d never been on a real date before, despite how far he’d been physically in a relationship, this was completely different. He actually liked Dean, and he felt a small thrill run through him as he thought about how much he actually did like him. And then he ruined his mood by thinking about Harper and how apparently, he was about to get his “butt kicked in”. God- he didn’t think they let people that stupid into Hogwarts, and then the fact that he said that Dean wasn’t good enough for him. Stewart grimaced and he put his fingers underneath his thighs and bit his lip, trying to keep himself occupied before he would make the big escape from the crowd heading to the Great Hall, and go to his… date.

He got up off his bed, ran his fingers through his hair once more, and started to make his way to the tapestry on the seventh floor. He wanted to get there early, it wasn’t too much to be punctual, and this really meant a lot to him.



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[info]thebetterdean
2008-01-09 07:50 am UTC (link)
Dean was laying there looking up at Stewart waiting for a reply and just got a slow nod, it made him a bit worried Stewart thought he was going to fast. Dean was about to say something when his tie was being removed and his glasses. Okay so now Stewart was a sort of blurry, thankfully he could see close up so it wasn’t bad. Then felt his shirt being unbuttoned and Stewart’s lips on his neck, oh it felt so good. Dean actually made a soft moaning sound as Stewart’s lips kissed his neck. He even blushed when he was called adorable. “Thanks,” he said awkwardly not sure what to say. Dean was strangely nervous and he felt his heart racing and butterflies in his stomach. As Stewart’s hands ran across his chest he felt his breath hitch.

Kissing Stewart was so great, it felt amazing. He kissed back not minding the bite, and enjoying the kiss. This felt so good, and Dean didn’t want it to stop. When Stewart’s hands moved up into his hair under his beanie and groaned. Okay so maybe Morag was right and he need not wear it all the time. He would never admit Morag was right though. “Yeah you can,” he said looking up at him almost tempted to say he could take off other things.

As he lay there his hands moved up and started to undo Stewart’s tie and when he got it undone he pulled Stewart down with it to kiss him once more. He slid it from around his neck and his hands went to unbutton his shirt. He wanted to kiss Stewart’s skin; he wanted to feel his hands running over Stewart’s body. Dean was getting rather warm from the whole thing and noticed the familiar stiffening in his pants.

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[info]ackerley
2008-01-10 08:07 pm UTC (link)
Stewart couldn’t stop grinning like the dork he was as Dean unbuttoned his shirt and removed his tie. It was hard to believe exactly what was happening, and that it was happening with Dean, but he leaned down and continued to kiss Dean for the umpteenth time, because it was just fucking addicting. Dean was really nice to be around and Stewart could honestly say that he was the best kisser he’d ever fooled around with. Stewart opened his eyes and looked at Dean as he took off his beanie, and he was surprised at how soft and brown his hair actually was. Stewart ran his fingers through it, tugging slightly as he leaned back down and started kissing Dean’s jaw, now freely making whatever sounds he damn well felt like making. The time for shame was definitely not now.

Stewart moved his knee between Dean’s legs, and pulled away and gave Dean a small surprised smile before leaning forward and running his fingers through Dean’s hair, deepening the kiss, and rolling his hips down on the other boy. He let another moan hit the air as he felt his pants tightening, and moved so his hardness could be against Dean’s.

“Oh fuck.” Stewart let out, wanting to laugh but not being able to.

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[info]thebetterdean
2008-01-11 12:18 am UTC (link)
Stewart’s lips and his hands in his hair were amazing. The whole thing was making him want Stewart more, and how much he did indeed want him was massive. Dean wanted to run his hands along Stewart’s body and the fact that his shirt was off it made it easier to run his hands over his chest. He pulled him closer and groaned as Stewart’s lips kissed along his jawline. Dean started to suck on Stewart’s neck wanting to taste him; this was far better than he had ever expected. He honestly didn’t know what to expect.

As he felt Stewart rub up against his as he rolled his hips into him. He groaned feeling Stewart’s hardness against his own. Dean couldn’t wait no he couldn’t. His hands were down to his butt and he pushed his hips up as he gave Stewart’s bum a squeeze. He remained like this a few moments before moving his hand around to the run and started on the button of Stewart’s pants and was about to move to the zipper.

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[info]ackerley
2008-01-11 12:28 am UTC (link)
Stewart let out a groan as he felt Dean’s hand and moved his hand so it was on top of Dean’s. Stewart felt the button of his pants and it was almost like this was the thing that pulled him out of what was happening. It was like before again, and this just… couldn’t happen again. He wouldn’t allow it, because no matter how right it felt kissing Dean, if they couldn’t make this work without going this far this fast things just weren’t meant to work out between them.

“W-wait.” Stewart sat up, his stomach falling, as he looked at Dean and moved his hand so it was holding on to Dean’s, which was still on the top of his pants. Stewart took a few deep breaths with his eyes closed, and then nodded before opening them again. “I… really like you, but I just- can’t, right now…” Stewart’s throat grew dry as he felt his heart pound more. Whatever Dean would say would make or break whatever it was that they had, and just the thought that this could be over before it even began hurt.

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[info]thebetterdean
2008-01-11 12:31 am UTC (link)
Dean felt his stomach drop when Stewart’s hand was on his and he was saying wait. Dean groaned and closed his eyes. Stewart didn’t want him, he didn’t want him and he had fucked this up. “I knew I would fuck this up,” he said heavily and turned his head away from Stewart.

Hearing him say that he liked him caused him to turn back to look at him. “I knew it, I shouldn’t have moved this fast.” He said as he moved his hand away from Stewart’s pants. “It just felt so good and,” he paused and kissed him softly. He didn’t know if it would be the last or what. “I really like you Stewart, and honestly despite how awesome this is I think we should not do this.” He moved his hand to Stewart’s chest and bit his lip. “If I’m going to mess around with you, I want you to be mine. I want you to be my boyfriend before I see anything hidden by those pants. As much as I might want too I can’t.” Dean looked at Stewart and started to blush and bit his lip nervously. “So will you be my boyfriend?”

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[info]ackerley
2008-01-11 12:36 am UTC (link)
Oh wow it hurt when he head Dean talking about fucking things up, because that’s all Stewart was worried about as well. Stewart just shook his head and smiled weakly, and then moved his hand so that he was moving his finger back and forth on Dean’s check. He just wanted to tell Dean he was sorry, that it wasn’t his fault at all. And then when Dean looked back at Stewart, nothing could really prepare him for the heartache that he felt. It was a good sort of heartache though, because he just wanted to kiss Dean and keep on going, but he couldn’t, and just looking at Dean was enough for right now.

The kiss was one of the best things in the world. It was something that was soft, and something that could say so much more than any rough passion filled kiss could. And Stewart just kept eye contact with Dean when he pulled away, and waited for him to finish talking. And when he heard the word boyfriend, he could have had a meltdown. His heart beat faster and he tried to not smile too much, because Dean just made him smile, being with Dean made him happy- a lot happier than he had been in a real long time. And just… Dean asking him this, and him blushing was too much. Stewart leaned forward and kissed Dean again, deeper this time, because they would wait of course, but kissing was kissing, and that was just what he needed right now. When Stewart pulled away, his fingers started twisting a small brown lock of Dean’s hair. He bit his lip and leaned forward so that he was holding on to dean tightly, and then whispered in his ear- “Of course, I’d love to.”, before putting his head in the crook of Dean’s neck.

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[info]thebetterdean
2008-01-11 12:37 am UTC (link)
Dean felt his heart racing as he waited for something anything. He was surprised to get a kiss from Stewart but he wasn’t about to complain. His hands moved up his back and held him close. He closed his eyes waiting for a reply as their lips parted and heard the whisper into his ear. Oh god it was exactly what he wanted to here. “Oh that is good news,” he said as he just held him close not wanting to let him go. “I was worried for a second. I really want you to say yes.” Dean said as he kissed Stewart’s cheek softly. “Just promise me you won’t tell anyone I blushed, I have a reputation to up keep,” he said with a laugh as his fingers started to draw shapes on Stewart’s bare skin.

He didn’t want Stewart to move and even started to hum a bit. Dean actually sang at home but nobody really ever heard it here at Hogwarts. Still humming couldn’t hurt. He paused his humming to say something. “I’m willing to wait to do anything, I’m in no rush.” Dean smiled softly as he went back to humming and just wanting to remain like this nope moving didn’t have to be.

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[info]ackerley
2008-01-11 12:42 am UTC (link)
Stewart smiled against Dean’s skin and then gave his neck another small kiss before readjusting himself and holding on just a bit tighter “Reputations, hmm,” Stewart felt his eyes closing, he just felt safe in Dean’s arms, after a few seconds of silence he nodded. It was understandable, not everyone was as comfortable with telling people everything as Stewart was, and he knew that. And he wanted Dean to feel safe, and not rush him with anything, especially when it came to something that sensitive. “It’s not a problem, I don’t need to tell a soul,” because this is enough… he thought, but held his tongue. This was enough- no need to push it.

Stewart would have stayed there all night if he could have. He’d forgotten all about the kissing and what else they could have done, because just being that close to Dean was comforting, and as intimate as he’d gotten with someone. Because to Stewart there was a big difference between having sex, and being close to someone, and it felt so right being like this with Dean. He just let out a small mummer of appreciation when he heard what Dean said, because it was just so… perfect. Just the fact that Dean, well his boyfriend, felt like that was amazing, and it made him dizzy just thinking about it. They stayed like that for a while, Stewart only moving to run his fingers through Dean’s hair. Before he knew it, it had been quite some time, and even though he didn’t want to, he knew that he had to get back to his dorm. He sighed and pulled away, an apologetic look on his face, and started kissing Dean slowly, while holding his hand. When he pulled away he gave Dean a small smile while biting his lip once more, “I need to get back, I can’t really be out after curfew, our prefects are bloody strict,” He said while sticking his tongue out. He then leaned forward, not kissing Dean, but certainly very close, and just looked at Dean’s eyes for a few second, noticing how when Dean would blink his eyelashes would get in the way.

“So, when’s our next date? I’ll bring the food, because,” Stewart pretended to scoff, “you have no idea how much I can really eat.” He laughed and kissed Dean’s nose once before standing up. He didn’t want to go back to the real world, honestly he didn’t. But getting detention this early in the school year was not on his to do list, but then again having a boyfriend wasn’t either, and that was working out well. Stewart dazed off for a second thinking about the word, boyfriend. It made him smile more than it should.

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[info]thebetterdean
2008-01-11 12:54 am UTC (link)
“Thanks,” Dean said softly as he lay there just humming to himself. Perhaps one day he would since for Stewart, really only time would tell. He didn’t want to move from this position and just loved the entire feeling of having someone this close. Dean had a boyfriend, and he honestly didn’t think this could ever happen. He wasn’t complaining in the least. When Stewart said that he should be going to not be out after curfew he sighed softly. “Yeah I know,” he didn’t want to let him go but he understood why.

“Our next date, hmmm.” He said with a smirk as he sat up to put himself back together putting on his glasses again. Dean looked over at Stewart and smiled, he really was lucky. He leaned over and kissed his cheek. “Well I think I could handle seeing you in a couple days, or sooner.” He scratched his head and started to look for his beanie once more. Pulling it on her started with his shirt and just left it open at the top and shoved his tie in his pocket.

“You know if you see me in the halls and stuff you can hold my hand and if you want kiss me. I sort of don’t care what people think, but it just might take some getting use too. Maybe give it a week or something, or just slowly lead into it.” He was serious about this, he really liked Stewart and wouldn’t mind being open with it. He knew he was gay and had for a while, so why not tell the world right? Some people already knew and what with the rumours and all.

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[info]ackerley
2008-01-11 01:35 am UTC (link)
“Sounds good!” Stewart stretched slightly and then buttoned his shirt up, just leaving his tie hanging around his neck, “I can’t wait till Charms and History of Magic, it’s going to be harder to concentrate now,” Stewart paused and he gathered his things and then smiled, “well I don’t really pay that much attention anyway, but still.” Stewart found himself laughing.

“You’d really want to do that? I don’t want you to think you’d have to,” Stewart laced his fingers though Dean’s and gave him a cautious smile, “I’d really like it though, and just let me know when you’re ready, okay?” He gave dean a small kiss and then grabbed his bag before heading towards the door and letting out a dramatic moan. The last thing he wanted to do was go back to his dormitory to sit and do nothing but think about things. It was easier to live through things than anything else. With a roll of his eyes he opened the door and nodded back at Dean, making sure he was behind him. Once out of the door way it took some adjustment to the dim lighting of the lamps- it had gotten later than he’d thought. Stewart turned around and gave Dean a small smile.

“… Can I kiss you goodnight, or would that be too much?”

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[info]thebetterdean
2008-01-11 01:53 am UTC (link)
“True very true,” he nodded his head as he stood up and looked around. It would be hard to pay attention, especially since he could be thinking of things he would want to do to him. Of course it would have to wait as ravaging your boyfriend in a classroom was no exactly acceptable.

“Don’t worry, I will let you know and you won’t miss it.” Dean said with a wink as he kissed him back sweetly and then took his hand. He smiled as he looked to the door and headed out with Stewart. He heard the question of a good night kiss and stood in front of Stewart. “Nope, it isn’t too much.” Dean wrapped his arms around Stewart and pulled him close kissing him almost passionately and deeply. He had to make it last right? They would have to wait a bit before their lips could touch again. As he broke apart he gave him a couple quick pecks and then kissed his cheek. “I will see you at breakfast okay,” he grinned as he pulled himself away from Stewart.

Turning away he walked back towards the stairs to go to his dorm. He would seriously go and lay down and dream of that boy.

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