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Surprised he watched as the notebook was just a moment after his hand left the other boy's lap, thrown into his own. He blinked a few times and stared down on it and he felt so silly when it suddenly felt just like the time when Dean had left him for that fucking Ackerley. He felt just sick by the thought of it, and strangely it felt like Bradley had just dumped him too. He got too close and he suddenly didn't want him near anymore, but hey he got it, it was not like he didn't want him near or close either, right? No, he told himself, he wasn't gonna be the longing clingy thing that had just been left, and that would take first best thing that get in his way. And still hadn't he decided on that he was straight now? Yes, he had, so it was just fine. Suddenly he felt a burning stinging pain between his fingers, and he hadn't notice that he had been holding the cigarette way too long and now it was burning the skin of his fingers, he threw it away and cursed loudly, looking down on his now red skin between his fingers. He put them into his mouth, as most people do with cuts and the like, he had no water here to cool it down so. "Yeah take them! Take your fucking cigarettes and leave already!" He suddenly almost yelled and took the cigarettes up and threw them into Tom's lap, sucking on the place where it hurt the most like a little kid or something.

"And who care if it's a healthy thing or not, maybe I just can't stop it?!" All the anger just went out of him, and suddenly he looked back into Tom's lap and took the cigarette package back and mumbled. "Thinking about it, I think I will keep these, for payment for hurting me. It was your cigarettes that did this, and in a way also you with that, so yeah I'll keep them. NOW you can go, Bradley." Sam said in a annoyed and sulky voice and looked away over to the greenhouses, now blowing cold air on the still red stinging skin between his fingers, he took pain like a little kid really, but well some people just couldn't take it as well as others..