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dolemecknight ([info]dolemecknight) wrote in [info]marvel_nextgen,
@ 2013-05-15 22:10:00


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Current location:Manhattan, NYC
Current mood: anxious
Entry tags:dolemeck, npc - leonard samson

First Sesssion
After his return from Spain, Dolemeck took up the advice of his cousin Derek, his adoptive parents Bob and Venus, as well as the Atlas Foundation and went to go seek some form of help. With many strings being pulled, he was able to get into a session with one of the more famous Psychiatrist in the city, perhaps even the world. There was no such thing in his time, so he felt somewhat... awkward. Really awkward.

"I do not know where to begin or even how this works." Dolemeck spoke softly, looking out the large window of the office he was in. He still had some bandages on his face, hands, and arm from his last adventure.


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[info]nextgen_parent
2013-05-17 11:05 pm UTC (link)
"Could you clarify that, please? What do you think is the logical obstacle for their feelings?"

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[info]dolemecknight
2013-05-17 11:23 pm UTC (link)
"I am unsure. I am unsure if the obstacle for their feelings would be my dependent nature, their fear I will continue to hurt myself in some way, or..." Dolemeck let off a small sigh. "Doctor, may I ask you something? These feelings I have towards... towards other men. Are they okay to have? I know you said I would not be executed for them or tortured in this day and age, but I am still scared to have them. I feel like there is something wrong with me for having them. Something that would justify my desire to no longer be a part of this world."

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[info]nextgen_parent
2013-05-20 03:35 am UTC (link)
"Short answer? No, it's not wrong to have feelings about other men. But I think you're missing the point of my previous question. Before we return to it, how serious would you say your desire to leave this world is?"

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[info]dolemecknight
2013-05-20 03:38 am UTC (link)
"It is quite strong." Dolemeck spoke honestly, as Knights were never permitted to lie about anything. "I do not know how I would leave this world, but I do feel a strong desire not to be part of it anymore."

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[info]nextgen_parent
2013-05-21 07:33 am UTC (link)
"Ah." A pause. "Do you resent what your mother did, Dolemeck? Making you fully cognizant of life and decency and such again, and all?"

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[info]dolemecknight
2013-05-21 08:00 am UTC (link)
"No, I hold no resentment towards my adoptive Mother." He shook his head before putting his hands in his own hair. "She... she had no clue I had a life before limbo. My adoptive parents thought I was a demon who escaped limbo and nothing more. How could they have known... I was something more? So why would I resent her? Why would I resent them?"

Dolemeck finally let his hands drop from his hair, his eyes suddenly turning red, and his black fingernails looking sharper suddenly. His voice began to sound more demonic, now.

"No, my only resentment is towards Morgan Le Fay! She turned me into this... this creature! She stole my life, everything I had! And for what?! So her son could take the throne and she could gain more power?! She robbed me of my humanity, my memories for over a thousand years! Now, now I am stuck here, in a time that still makes no sense to me! I feel lonely, I feel hurt my adoptive parents and cousin fear me, and I feel angry that so much was stolen from me! What had I done to deserve this!?" He stood up, trying to calm himself down.

"I... am sorry for that, Doctor." His eyes slowly reverted back to their bright green color, and his nails returned to normal. Well... normal meaning not sharp, but still black in color.

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[info]nextgen_parent
2013-05-31 04:24 am UTC (link)
Dr. Samson remains calm throughout. "It's all right, but it's best to work toward the point where you're able able to deal with these things without reliving them."

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[info]dolemecknight
2013-05-31 05:15 am UTC (link)
Dolemeck slowly nodded his head in agreement, before speaking.

"What is it you suggest I do, Doctor?"

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