Martin Baum (magic_hands) wrote in marvel_nextgen,
@ 2012-10-06 22:56:00

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So you see, I have this doctor's note...

Martin stands outside the therapist's door and fiddles with his hat. He didn't know why Bea insisted he go to this. Okay, well he did know why. Probably something to do with that hat incident and losing control. But he was sane! He wasn't extra weird or anything. Why did he have to do this?

And what worried him most was that he didn't know what kind of files this guy would have on him. Technically in the government files he'd been legally dead for a few years, and he guessed Dr. Strange had pulled a few strings regarding his files so there shouldn't be anything on him except for this past almost year with the Thunderbolts...but still. It worried him a lot.

Taking a deep breath Martin peaks in the doorway and taps his hat against the door.

Maybe the doctor's note would work?

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magic_hands
2012-10-07 06:23 pm UTC (link)

"Okay," he nods, taking in the information about Kelly with interest but not telling Samson he would actually be 14 this month.

Martin doesn't answer for a long moment and just stares at his hat as he turns it in his hands. "Umm well it was not too long after I uh...got my magic." He cheers up slightly at the next bit. "Dr. Strange said I was a really good student and learnt fast so he gave me the hat because of that. 'Cause I really couldn't touch anything because I didn't have good control so my hands leaked more often and umm...it was nice I could finally touch something..."

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	nextgen_parent 2012-10-07 09:40 pm UTC (link)
	"I can definitely see how that would be." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

magic_hands
2012-10-07 10:35 pm UTC (link)

Martin stares at his hat and just nods in agreement. The silence felt odd. Maybe he'd said something wrong? He didn't think he'd-

Oh. He shouldn't have admitted the old control issues. He really shouldn't have. What if the guy looked into it more and realized how fragile the control over his powers was? Didn't they take people who couldn't control their powers away to someplace? Because they were a danger?

Fear grips him again and he stares down wide-eyed before he has to blurt a defense out. "But-But my control is much better now! The first time it-I mean don't think...Ask Dr. Strange! I work real hard at it! Ask him! I even have a note if you need..." Don't let the guy take him away to out-of-control power jail. Please.

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	nextgen_parent 2012-10-08 12:11 am UTC (link)
	"Martin," Leonard says calmly. "I spent years treating the Hulk for disassociative identity disorder. I don't mean any insult when I explain that any residual control issues you have don't really scare me much. I'd be happy to hear what Stephen has to say, but later. Right now, we're talking about how you're dealing with things and how you feel." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	magic_hands 2012-10-08 12:34 am UTC (link)
	"Okay..." But Martin doesn't seem to reassured the guy won't take him away or anything. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	nextgen_parent 2012-10-08 02:02 am UTC (link)
	"So how is work, on the whole, right now?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	magic_hands 2012-10-08 02:05 am UTC (link)
	He's still a little fidgety. "Okay I guess. Though I haven't been around the HQ much so I don't know." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	nextgen_parent 2012-10-08 02:51 am UTC (link)
	"What's bothering you about spending time in the headquarters. Beatrice says she assured you that things are going to be okay." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	magic_hands 2012-10-08 02:55 am UTC (link)
	"Well umm...I know Bea isn't going to kick me off the team and all 'cause she's nice but I just..." He looks down again and fidgets with his hat. "I feel bad about screwing up and I didn't want to see Jack either. Because I don't want to screw up again or do something worse is all." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	nextgen_parent 2012-10-09 01:02 am UTC (link)
	"Let's talk about that. What are some ways to deal with being where Jack might be, in a healthy way?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	magic_hands 2012-10-09 01:06 am UTC (link)
	"Healthy? But not all the spells will really hurt him or have a lasting effect...so they're not unhealthy really..." He didn't think the dangling over a volcano idea he got from Marlow would be a good thing to tell this guy. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	nextgen_parent 2012-10-09 01:42 am UTC (link)
	"What I mean is, what are some ways to be where Jack is and just not care that he might be there? Assuming there's nothing you can do about the way Jack behaves, what can you do about the way it affects you?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

magic_hands
2012-10-09 01:50 am UTC (link)

"Silencing spells aren't harmful..." Though the newly charmed biting hat might be. "Well I already put security charms on my hat so he shouldn't take it again. I don't know what else to do that won't be too harmful. It's hard to plan if you can't predict someone. And I really don't get Jack. I mean...I understand most of what he says, unlike Kelly, but I don't get...the stuff behind it. Like the superhero stuff. I'm not superhero. It's confusing," he admits.

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	nextgen_parent 2012-10-10 10:53 pm UTC (link)
	"The hat is safe, so let me be clear: I'm not talking about Jack. I'm talking about you. And how you react to Jack. I'm not talking about what you can do to Jack to make it stop. I'm talking about what you can do to make it not hurt you." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	magic_hands 2012-10-10 11:08 pm UTC (link)
	Martin tilts his head and gives Samson an odd look, not quite understanding something. "What...can I do to make him taking my hat not hurt me?" That didn't make any sense to him. "But of course if someone takes my hat it'll hurt me. It's my hat." Perhaps he should have made the hat point clear. "What would I do without it?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	nextgen_parent 2012-10-11 12:02 am UTC (link)
	"You just said you put some protections on it. Why is being around Jack still a problem, then?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	magic_hands 2012-10-11 12:06 am UTC (link)
	"Because...it might not work and I don't want to take chances. And how can I trust someone who thinks it's okay to take my hat? It's not okay and he thought it was!" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	nextgen_parent 2012-10-14 01:08 am UTC (link)
	"There's a lot of things Jack doesn't understand, but Martin, there are always going to be people who don't understand things. Why does hiding from them seem like the best option?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	magic_hands 2012-10-14 01:10 am UTC (link)
	"...Because it's safer than getting mad again? I don't know what I'm supposed to do instead." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	nextgen_parent 2012-10-14 07:13 pm UTC (link)
	"You could try just working on keeping calm when he's around, trusting the precautions you've already taken and accepting that sometimes, people don't get it and you just have to be firm with them from the start." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

magic_hands
2012-10-14 07:23 pm UTC (link)

Martin looks at his feet, a little ashamed. Dr. Strange had told him something similar many times. He needed to stay calm and reign in his emotions, because when he didn't was when those magical sparks and accidents became frequent.

"...Okay I guess. But I thought I was firm." Perhaps he'd been a little too firm at the hat stealing, at least it'd made an impression. People should just get it, he mentally grumbled.

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	nextgen_parent 2012-10-14 07:43 pm UTC (link)
	"But now you've got better precautions, right?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

magic_hands
2012-10-14 07:52 pm UTC (link)

"Yep, though I could always just freeze only him next time," Martin nodded while gently tossing his hat to a spot on the floor in between them. He snaps his fingers when the hat hits the floor and it immediately jumps up, sharp teeth somehow having grown along the inside and it jumps around the floor snapping and growling.

"I have a lot of spells I can use," Martin smiles as he directs the hat to hop back to him, where it jumps onto his knee and stays, back to looking like an innocent hat.

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	nextgen_parent 2012-10-14 09:35 pm UTC (link)
	"Right, but let's focus on just trusting the precautions you're taking, and your ability to handle it if Jack comes up with anything else crazy, and just not let it bother you." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	magic_hands 2012-10-14 09:43 pm UTC (link)
	"If I promise that then you'll tell Bea I can stay on the team? And I won't have to come back again right?" Because 'How to deal with Jack' was the issue for today but if he ever had to come back again the next issue might be more uncomfortable. Then maybe he'd need two doctor's notes to get out of it. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	nextgen_parent 2012-10-16 12:59 am UTC (link)
	"Why are you worried about coming back?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	magic_hands 2012-10-16 01:32 am UTC (link)
	...Oh there was no good way to tell anyone that you didn't ever want to see them again. And that was before taking into account this was a therapist guy who could tell Bea whatever he wanted and get him kicked off the team. "...Do I need to come back? I'm fine, really. I have a doctor's note if you need..." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	nextgen_parent 2012-11-30 01:09 am UTC (link)
	"Stephen and I aren't really the same kind of doctor. I really think it'd be best if we did another session next month or so." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	magic_hands 2012-11-30 01:16 am UTC (link)
	Martin squirms in his seat and looks like he wants to either disagree or run but manages to nod. "If you and Bea say I have to..." It didn't mean it had to be a regular thing he tells himself. No reason it should be...right? He gets to his feet and fiddles with his hat a bit. "Okay umm..." What did one say here? "May I go now?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	nextgen_parent 2012-11-30 01:21 pm UTC (link)
	"You may. See you later." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	magic_hands 2012-11-30 01:25 pm UTC (link)
	Martin politely puts on his hat then tips it to Samson before he immediately disappears in a whoosh of blue flame. (Reply to this)(Parent)

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