Uchiha Izuna (last_to_know) wrote in itai,
@ 2010-01-18 16:03:00

Swinging on a pole. Swinging on a pole. You can't stop me cause I'm swinging on a pole~

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	longshowers 2010-01-24 02:44 am UTC (link)
	What do you like to do for fun, by the way? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	last_to_know 2010-01-24 02:51 am UTC (link)
	I enjoy spending time with my family when I can. On weekends when I have a break, I will watch tv. When I am depressed I will watch romantic comedies, then I am happy, I will watch action and drama series. I don't like sitcoms. And you going to answer the question about your relationship with Sasuke? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	longshowers 2010-01-24 02:53 am UTC (link)
	Do you like documentaries? We're undecided. It's a strange situation. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	last_to_know 2010-01-24 02:56 am UTC (link)
	From time to time. Too much gets boring. So was it your idea to get him to push for a relationship with us or yours? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	longshowers 2010-01-24 02:58 am UTC (link)
	... That would be his, and something I am unaware of. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	last_to_know 2010-01-24 03:00 am UTC (link)
	Do you like giving people false hope? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	longshowers 2010-01-24 03:00 am UTC (link)
	Absolutely not. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

last_to_know
2010-01-24 03:31 am UTC (link)

If you want to understand how I felt, I'll explain it to you. Then you can give me our opinion if you think if you were in this situation, if you would just instantly want to be friends with someone.

So here is you, a guy that no one has ever cared about. No one except your brother has ever shown you that you are wanted in this world. And along comes a guy which would be me, who is nice, helps you, says corny things and genially is showing interest where no one else has. Okay, you might have overreacted a bit too much thinking that someone might like you but after that brief meeting, you come across him again. This time, you know who he is. You feel a bit stupid at yourself for getting worked up when you now know that they were only nice to get something. You accept that. You laid the challenge down and nice work, they won. But in return, you think that they really still want to get to know you but you don't get your hopes up.

In the other ear, you have someone, say its a best friend of some sorts, who knows this person, even said that they do but won't tell you who this kind person is. You tell them that they aren't interested and that its all because of the challenge for something. But they say no, that's who they are. They would never play someone. They are too kind and awkward, a genuinely nice person, the nicest you would ever meet. And they are interested in you. They are flirting for that matter, expect you are that stupid to notice that they are flirting that you think that they are just having a normal conversation. So it gets your hopes up again. When that friend even goes to the extend of saying that they will ask them out for you, when you have had no one care about you, it makes you feel amazing that someone cares.

Oh but then slap in the face. Sorry, I was playing you. On top of that, I am sleeping with your best friend, never had any intentions of wanting to be near you because everyone says you are an asshole so I will stick with that too. I will go off with my best friend laughing over this and leave you feeling...

How would you feel?

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longshowers
2010-01-25 12:35 pm UTC (link)

Nobody is laughing at you. Nobody thinks this is funny, or humorous, or a good chance to poke fun at someone's misfortune. It wasn't an act when I took care of you, when I carried you because you were hurt. Okay, the little lines were a bit much, but I was concerned for you, not for any ulterior motives but simply because you were a person who was hurt. When someone is hurt it doesn't matter who they are or what you want, you forget all of it to care for them.

So I do care. And it was never my intention to send Sasuke to chase you down and put those suggestions in your mind, he did that entirely on his own. I don't know Sasuke as well as you do, obviously, but I know he's unstoppable when he wants to do something. I can't tell you why he did it, but know it had nothing to do with me. If he had asked me if he wanted me to let him say it, I would have told him no a thousand times. I didn't intend for a little flirting to go to messing with your emotions so deeply.

I'm sorry. From the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry this happened.

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	last_to_know 2010-01-25 12:46 pm UTC (link)
	You didn't answer the question. I asked, how you would feel. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	longshowers 2010-01-25 12:52 pm UTC (link)
	Pretty shitty. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	last_to_know 2010-01-25 12:54 pm UTC (link)
	Would you trust that person? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	longshowers 2010-01-25 01:00 pm UTC (link)
	Not immediately. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	last_to_know 2010-01-25 01:09 pm UTC (link)
	Would you believe they were really trying to make things right or think they were just trying to find another way to screw you over? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	longshowers 2010-01-25 01:10 pm UTC (link)
	I would give them a second chance, and if they messed up again then that would be the end of it. But everybody deserves a second chance. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	last_to_know 2010-01-25 01:15 pm UTC (link)
	What is you were afraid to give them a chance? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	longshowers 2010-01-25 01:22 pm UTC (link)
	I would just have to trust they were being sincere. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	last_to_know 2010-01-25 01:27 pm UTC (link)
	And if they hurt you again? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	longshowers 2010-01-25 01:28 pm UTC (link)
	Paintball gun them? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	last_to_know 2010-01-25 01:36 pm UTC (link)
	Castration sounds more appealing. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	longshowers 2010-01-25 01:38 pm UTC (link)
	Hopefully with sanitary tools at least. No rusty spoons. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	last_to_know 2010-01-25 01:41 pm UTC (link)
	Not a chance. It will be as painful and drawn out as possible. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	longshowers 2010-01-25 01:49 pm UTC (link)
	Then with them knowing that and still agreeing to make it up to you, I would trust that they were definitely being sincere. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	last_to_know 2010-01-25 01:53 pm UTC (link)
	Then they should know that whatever they saw previous was a lie. There is no cute or cuddly in that persons vocabulary and they are an evil, callous person who likes to screw with people's lives for fun. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	longshowers 2010-01-25 01:54 pm UTC (link)
	I'm... not sure who exactly we're talking about anymore. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)