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Uchiha Madara (kakumei) wrote in itai,
@ 2009-09-28 00:59:00

I need... some advice.

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	kakumei 2009-09-28 07:51 am UTC (link)
	You're not going to throw up on this new guy, are you? I thought I had it bad. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	devilswalknstik 2009-09-28 07:58 am UTC (link)
	I hope not. I wanted to do this for him. Okay I was drunk when I said it but it is still what I want. It just seems like he doesn't really get anything out of it when we are together. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	kakumei 2009-09-28 07:59 am UTC (link)
	He doesn't get anything out of it? You not good at all? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	devilswalknstik 2009-09-28 08:11 am UTC (link)
	He used to remind me that I was terrible... a lot. ... I think about myself too much. And as I said, it was complicated. It was never meant to be anything this personal. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	kakumei 2009-09-28 08:12 am UTC (link)
	It wasn't meant to be personal... were you using him? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	devilswalknstik 2009-09-28 08:19 am UTC (link)
	In a way I was. No, I was. When I look back at it, I feel like shit about it but then I don't because I woke up and realized that I cared about him. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	kakumei 2009-09-28 08:27 am UTC (link)
	That's what makes you want to do things like that, huh? That's what made me do it the first time... When I realized I cared about him. I wanted to give back what he's always done for me. I know it's something simple but... It's complicated. You seem to understand, though. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	devilswalknstik 2009-09-28 08:40 am UTC (link)
	How long as you two know each other? Was it something recent or long history? I can only assume it's long as feelings like this don't pop up with most new couples. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	kakumei 2009-09-28 08:43 am UTC (link)
	How long we've been together... is complicated. We're over five years, how's that. We had a long history prior. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	devilswalknstik 2009-09-28 08:48 am UTC (link)
	Have you always cared for them? Or was it something that progressed? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	kakumei 2009-09-28 08:50 am UTC (link)
	It progressed, though I always cared for him. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	devilswalknstik 2009-09-28 08:58 am UTC (link)
	I can only wish you the best with it. If you feel strongly for him and if he feels the same in return, then he should understand if you are reserved about it. The only thing I can suggest it talk to him, not only before but during, ask if its okay, what he might like and not. Active feedback would be the best to discovering what he would like. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	kakumei 2009-09-28 08:59 am UTC (link)
	What about you? Why did you use him originally? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	devilswalknstik 2009-09-28 09:06 am UTC (link)
	To hurt him. Make him feel used. I don't even know if he felt that at all anyway so I don't even if I had succeeded. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	kakumei 2009-09-28 09:09 am UTC (link)
	You wanted to hurt him? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	devilswalknstik 2009-09-28 09:25 am UTC (link)
	I did. He hurt me so eye for an eye I guess. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	kakumei 2009-09-28 09:26 am UTC (link)
	What'd he do to you? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	devilswalknstik 2009-09-28 09:35 am UTC (link)
	Destroyed my intended marriage. Made my fiance hate me forever. I made a mistake and I knew that but he just crushed everything without remorse. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	kakumei 2009-09-28 09:37 am UTC (link)
	And now you... want to suck his dick? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	devilswalknstik 2009-09-28 09:45 am UTC (link)
	Is your relationship perfect? It's complicated isn't it. If you are the expert at this, why are you lacking in that you can't find the courage to please your partner? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	kakumei 2009-09-28 09:54 am UTC (link)
	He's never tried to hurt me. I'm not saying I'm an expert, just that your situation is exceptionally complicated. And it's not a lack of courage, it's one of skill. And what are you so afraid of? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	devilswalknstik 2009-09-28 10:02 am UTC (link)
	Because I am so inexperienced that he is going to hate it. I have no issues with admitting my fear about it. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	kakumei 2009-09-28 10:03 am UTC (link)
	Do you know everything he likes? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	devilswalknstik 2009-09-28 10:07 am UTC (link)
	Nothing. I've tried to find out discreetly but I never get a response. I know no one has never done that to him before, that's about it. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	kakumei 2009-09-28 10:09 am UTC (link)
	You should be able to name at least three things he loves off the top of your head. If you can't then learn to be direct and ask. Isn't that what you told me to do? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

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