He looked at the skittles for a while, snorting a little as he listened to her. Everyone seemed to want to be there to talk to him; Jake, AB, Rowan....Michi. What the hell? He didn't think it was because he earned any 'great guy' awards.

"Heh, the best I've felt in a long time was when Stas gave me a hit of cocaine." He admitted, "I know...I know I shouldn't, but I think about it. I want to go back to it."

No reason, he guessed, not to be honest. They'd already started down that path anyway. "I wish I wasn't, you know. Everything would be better if I was just normal."