From: mightbeclever	Date: January 11th, 2011 11:49 pm (UTC)		(Link)

To: Jake (jakobfrost@cci.edu)
From: Leon (leonshaw@cci.edu)
Subject: Re: Placebo CD

...Thanks. You didn't need to.

	From: jake_frost	Date: January 11th, 2011 11:56 pm (UTC)		(Link)

You're welcome. No problem...and, ummm, I'm sorry about the other day, okay?

	From: mightbeclever	Date: January 12th, 2011 02:09 am (UTC)		(Link)

what did you think would happen?

	From: jake_frost	Date: January 12th, 2011 02:23 am (UTC)		(Link)

Just talk, Leon. Honest. I'm not like that.

	From: mightbeclever	Date: January 12th, 2011 02:37 am (UTC)		(Link)

about what? music? Sorry, mate. i'm not looking to make friends, i don't see why you'd be looking for it anyway

	From: jake_frost	Date: January 12th, 2011 02:59 am (UTC)		(Link)

I thought I could offer you a friend to talk to about things your other friends wouldn't understand. My intentions were honorable and you thought I was making a move on you. Anyway, Leon, you made it crystal clear that I'm a fag and you don't want me as your friend, so I have to respect your wishes.

	From: mightbeclever	Date: January 12th, 2011 03:23 am (UTC)		(Link)

Wht things? I'm a little lost on that.

	From: jake_frost	Date: January 12th, 2011 03:38 am (UTC)		(Link)

Leon, this is a private email. You're not lost at all. Do I have to say it? Okay, I'll be your whipping boy again and say it so you can call me names. I think you are gay and hiding it from everyone...including yourself. I think it's a hard, lonely existence you are leading and that it leads to some weaker kids turning to suicide even. Now you can scream at me and call me a fag and tell me I'm wrong. Go ahead.

	From: mightbeclever	Date: January 12th, 2011 03:44 am (UTC)		(Link)

Did you use your magic ball to figure that out? And of course it is private, but that sure as hell doesn't mean someone determined won't find things.

And if I top myself, mate, it won't be because I'm gay, alright?

	From: jake_frost	Date: January 12th, 2011 04:01 am (UTC)		(Link)

Yeah, that's why a face to face conversation is better. I understand your anger at me. It's okay.

Well, I would hope that you never consider taking your own life.

	From: mightbeclever	Date: January 12th, 2011 04:57 am (UTC)		(Link)

don't be so polite. it is annoying.

I'll keep that in mind.

	From: jake_frost	Date: January 12th, 2011 05:11 pm (UTC)		(Link)

Why? You don't think you're deserving of common courtesy?

Please do. Think about the people who love you.

	From: mightbeclever	Date: January 12th, 2011 07:42 pm (UTC)		(Link)

I'm not polite to you, no reason for you to be polite to me. Simple.

...Yeah. Sure. When I get ready to jump I'll be sure to give you a call, and let you know. Then you can remind me of all that again. Then, magically, I might not leap to my tragic end.

	From: jake_frost	Date: January 12th, 2011 08:00 pm (UTC)		(Link)

Not so simple. I have no reason to disrespect you. I can't control how you react to me. That's all on you, Leon.

Although I know you're just being sarcastic with me, I really wish you would call me if you ever thought to do something so extreme.