Leon, this is a private email. You're not lost at all. Do I have to say it? Okay, I'll be your whipping boy again and say it so you can call me names. I think you are gay and hiding it from everyone...including yourself. I think it's a hard, lonely existence you are leading and that it leads to some weaker kids turning to suicide even. Now you can scream at me and call me a fag and tell me I'm wrong. Go ahead.