To: Sera (seraphimdonnellyrousseau@cci.edu) From: Jenny (jenniferparry@cci.edu) Date: December 13th, 2010, 10:19 AM Subject: RE:No Subject
Unfortunately, I guess I've given her a lot of times to practice.. lol.. she was always a lot more mature than me, even if people don't believe it. I don't know if I'd be strong enough to handle things like her, if our roles were ever reversed, it's kind of weird..
I think not having words for it about sums it all up. It's just.. like, I know it's normal, lots of people are doing it, and people are even beginning to accept it. I'm not ashamed, it's not even like that, I just don't.. know if it's what I pictured for me. When I was a kid, I always wanted to play house, I wanted to get married, and I've always wanted someone to be with forever, and I guess I just..
I don't know. Never considered the fact that I don't care if it's a boyfriend or not? I don't know how else to explain it. I'm like, still waking up to this realization that I just want love, and I don't care about all of the details. I'm just still sort of.. adjusting. I guess.
That's stupid, sorry.
- Jen
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