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Characters: Ben & Erica.
Setting: Monday afternoon, Ben's dorm. Or outside in the hall, if he should decide not to let her in.
Rating: SFW.
Summary: Erica just got off of the phone with their mother, and she has vital news to pass on to her brothers. So she's getting Ben out of the way first.


There was a lot to think about, and a lot to be considered. Erica's mind was flowing with about a thousand different thoughts and problems, it was hard to believe that just last night she had been so carefree, out on the field with Stas, then online and joking with Addy. Now it was less than twenty four hours later and it felt like she was in lower institute again, with the world coming down around her, once again all her father's fault.

Her parents were going to get a divorce.

It was more complicated than it needed to be. Michael was, naturally, still in prison and Barbie intended to get out while that was still the case. It had been hard to ever consider leaving him while he had been free, but now he was behind bars, and there was no way he could take out his frustrations on any of them. It was, in her mother's words, the perfect time. She had cried as she explained, which had gotten Erica crying, and silently hoping her roommate wouldn't walk in and see her bawling her eyes out over the phone.

Barbie had spoken to her daughter in confidence, asked her not to tell her brothers just yet, but Erica didn't have any choice in the matter. It was one promise that she had to break to her mother. Ben and Brian needed to be told, regardless of how they took it, or whether they even cared, they deserved the chance to deal with it however they so chose. She might not have been the closest person in the world to her siblings, but she didn't want either of them to find out the news in the papers. They had all done that once already with news about their father, and that time had been enough.

All of the news about their father had died down long ago, over a year ago now, and other than the occasional 'you-look-familiar' that she usually got from some people, they hadn't needed to even give Michael Redd more than a passing thought. But this would be big gossip, or so Erica assumed. Their father's trial had been a big deal while it was going on, and though that thrill was gone now, it would surely pick up when the newspaper caught wind of the fact that Michael Redd's wife was serving him with divorce papers from the outside while he still served. She could picture it now, front page news as their lives had been so much during the investigation. Battered house wife retaliates; Michael Redd to be divorced behind bars. Yes, she could picture that, her father's stern face staring out at her from an inset photo to accompany the headline. They would explain who he was, who they were, and drag the whole case back from rest. People would be talking again.

Erica didn't think it could go any other way. People loved to latch onto gossip, they loved to drag the skeletons out of closets, and even if her father only got another five minutes of fame, it would be enough to set things into a domino pattern of disruption in her life. She didn't even want to remember the way other girls had laughed at her, spoke in hushed whispers, picked on her. It had been back then that she had met Adelaide, and she had clung onto her ever since. Even if no one else liked Addy, Erica did. There was something about her that she couldn't pinpoint, but she liked it, and she almost idolized it. She would tell Addy next, after her brothers.

She was, mostly, confused about her own feelings on the matter. It was no affection for her father that caused this. For all she cared, she supposed he could just rot behind the bars for as long as they would keep him. Her hesitation rose only because she didn't want it to drag them into the limelight again. She did want it on the other hand, despite that, just because her mother deserved to finally be free of him. They all did. She couldn't believe that it had even taken this long for Barbie to get the right idea. She wouldn't detour her mother from her goal, but she had to prepare herself, and telling her brothers was the first step to that.

She wanted to get Ben over with first. Brian might, at least, offer some kind of constructive input or at least a reaction. She would need to spend time talking with him, and maybe they could come up with something, anything, to find a way around dealing with this. Ben, on the other hand, she was already acknowledging as a lost cause. Telling him was more of a courtesy. She could almost imagine her brother's impassive stare. It wouldn't change an inch even if she told him their father's head had spontaneously exploded. It would be that same look, and Erica felt irritated almost in advance.

Making her way toward Sonnier, she went inside and began to ascend the stairs, heading toward Ben's room. She had only been there a handful of times, despite going to school with him for ages, and even then she had usually stayed outside of the door. She had only ever been inside one time. Not that she minded; the glassy stares of dead animals weren't exactly her thing. Reaching the door, she lifted her hand, giving a loud series of knocks. "Let me in, we have to talk," she called, unsure if he would even recognize her voice. She found herself sounding more choked up than she realized, and quickly cleared her throat, trying to make it pass. It would do no good to break down in front of Ben.

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formaldehyde From: [info]formaldehyde Date: October 18th, 2010 04:50 pm (UTC) (Link)
Ben relished his alone time. An introvert he might have been, but that certainly didn't mean he wasn't always busy with something; reading, or practicing his cello, or practicing on the field or in today's case--preparing a bird's carcass for display.

He sat at his desk, protective clothing on, and chemicals at the ready-- when a loud knock rang out from the other side of his door; a dreadfully familiar voice followed it.

Ben sighed, wondering what it was this time. Erica didn't even seem to acknowledge he existed half the time--but when she did it usually had to do with their mom. She wanted him to come visit. She wanted him to come home for Christmas. She wanted to wish him a Happy Birthday. The list was endless.

He pushed the face mask down around his neck, and pushed the goggles up so as to get a decent look at his sister from the other side of the door.

"What does she want this time?" Ben asked, opening the door a crack, expression as bland as ever. He didn't waste formalities or greetings or expressions of affection on his sister. He didn't need to.

They were practically strangers.
hardluckwoman From: [info]hardluckwoman Date: October 18th, 2010 04:59 pm (UTC) (Link)
Erica made the barest attempt to not look irritated with him, but it was a hopeless battle. Frustration was already showing on her face, and he had only spoken a few bland words so far. "It's private," she hissed, painfully aware of the presence of other students around them. There were a few in the hall, not to mention anyone with a room near by. She could tell by his attire what he had been doing, and as much as she didn't want to see it, she'd rather that than discuss this in the corridor.

"Just stop being an asshole and let me in for a minute," she finally added, thinking absently to add, "Please."
formaldehyde From: [info]formaldehyde Date: October 18th, 2010 05:09 pm (UTC) (Link)
"Sure. Whatever." Ben barely shrugged, irritation only audible in his voice. He sidestepped the door and pulled it open so as to let Erica in.
hardluckwoman From: [info]hardluckwoman Date: October 18th, 2010 05:13 pm (UTC) (Link)
Despite the immediate bad start, that was easier than expected. There was no bothering to go back now, and when the door swung open enough, she stepped inside. She began to shiver almost the second that she was in there, glancing at him a little sullenly. "You're going to catch your death sitting in this kind of cold," she warned him, half-heartedly. With the amount of layers and long sleeves Ben wore, she doubted he'd be cold even in an ice age.

She wasn't sure what the etiquette should have been, where to sit, and so she stood. Her arms were folded in front of her loosely. "Mom is going to divorce dad," she blurted, once he had shut the door. "She's getting the papers ready for next week."
formaldehyde From: [info]formaldehyde Date: October 18th, 2010 05:25 pm (UTC) (Link)
"I'll be fine," Ben shrugged again, walking back to his desk and sitting back down--but only after shutting and locking his door, steam from the temperature difference curling around the door frame.

The news didn't really surprise him. It made sense. Good riddance, frankly. They were all better off without Micheal, anyhow.

"Good for her," He replied, not lifting his eyes from his latest project, but scooting his chair right back up to the desk.

"Is that all?"
hardluckwoman From: [info]hardluckwoman Date: October 18th, 2010 06:32 pm (UTC) (Link)
Erica vaguely wondered if she might not be inhaling some kind of noxious fumes from his work. He was, after all, wearing that little mask. She resisted the urge to tuck her chin into the neck of her tee shirt, the way one might hide from a foul odor. "That's all you have to say about it then?" Erica asked, just a touch of tenseness to her tone.

"She asked me not to tell you, but I figured you deserved to know.. or whatever."
formaldehyde From: [info]formaldehyde Date: October 18th, 2010 06:37 pm (UTC) (Link)
"What would you have me say?" Ben replied, still paying more attention to the carcass in front of him. He was starting to tire of these little emotional games his sister liked to play. He 'deserved to know'? It seemed more to him like she couldn't handle whatever 'burden' that came with having the knowledge of the divorce before her siblings.

He didn't understand this at all.

"Would you prefer it if they stayed together?"
hardluckwoman From: [info]hardluckwoman Date: October 18th, 2010 07:51 pm (UTC) (Link)
"No, of course I wouldn't!" Erica replied quickly, her eyes lowering, and the arms across her chest tightening a little. "I just.. I dunno, thought you might actually have a thought about it. She is your mother, even if you like to try and act like she isn't," the dark-haired girl added, trailing off.
formaldehyde From: [info]formaldehyde Date: October 18th, 2010 07:55 pm (UTC) (Link)
"What difference would it make if I did?" His reply was cool, calm--much more together than his sister, however that was a general truth. Leaning over his desk with a sigh, he examined the bird's wing while his sister pouted at him. He did his best to ignore her.
hardluckwoman From: [info]hardluckwoman Date: October 18th, 2010 08:20 pm (UTC) (Link)
"No difference I guess," Erica replied, unimpressed by his response. He was always so cold and aloof, she never knew what he was really thinking, and she didn't expect that she ever would. "It would just be nice to know that you, I don't know, acknowledge that we're your family. And if mom is going to be having a hard time, you should be there for her."
formaldehyde From: [info]formaldehyde Date: October 19th, 2010 05:54 am (UTC) (Link)
"I do acknowledge that you're my family. Perhaps if you stopped sleeping with half of the school and actually spoke to me for more than when you want something from me-- or when Mom wants something, you would notice."

So that was a little more than what was called for. Ben didn't care, his irritation levels were rising. Erica was right, if he could disown his family-- he would. He might still, but it was less because of them and more because of their father; it seemed like their mother was doing the disowning for him.
hardluckwoman From: [info]hardluckwoman Date: October 19th, 2010 09:40 am (UTC) (Link)
Okay, so that stung. Erica's expression contorted a little, as if slapped, and she quickly turned her head away, facing the door instead of her brother's back. She wouldn't give him the pleasure of letting her cry, and she bit the inside of her lip a little to try and hold it back. Why did he have to be such an asshole?

"Fuck you, you're just being rude," she muttered, without much conviction.
formaldehyde From: [info]formaldehyde Date: October 19th, 2010 06:46 pm (UTC) (Link)
"Rude? --Or honest?" Ben sighed sharply; his first real visible display of emotion since his sister had walked through the door. He glanced up at her, only just noticing that she wasn't looking at him anymore. It gave him pause.
hardluckwoman From: [info]hardluckwoman Date: October 19th, 2010 07:45 pm (UTC) (Link)
"Just rude," Erica replied, turning back to him again, her eyes slightly narrowed. She never knew how to deal with him, and she felt he would probably agree it was a mutual predicament. They were just opposites.

"An honest brother would care about his family and not some.. some stupid dead bird!"
formaldehyde From: [info]formaldehyde Date: October 20th, 2010 01:44 pm (UTC) (Link)
"I think you've confused honest with 'blindly sentimental'," Ben shook his head and turned back to said bird, condescension clear in his voice.

It was true that he didn't think much of his sister, or his family as a whole--but if he didn't care he wouldn't bother with them at all. The fact that he let her into the room should have been proof enough. Clearly Erica didn't agree.
hardluckwoman From: [info]hardluckwoman Date: October 20th, 2010 10:56 pm (UTC) (Link)
Erica rolled her eyes, a dismissive huff following it. Definitely a sign that she was out of proper argument responses; she had been doing it since she was small. She was on the verge of 'I-know-you-are-but-what-am-I' territory.

"Well, whatever. Just call mom or something, why is that so much to ask?"
formaldehyde From: [info]formaldehyde Date: October 21st, 2010 08:35 am (UTC) (Link)
"Fine," He said dismissively, not answering her question and not really meaning that he would actually call their mother.
hardluckwoman From: [info]hardluckwoman Date: October 21st, 2010 09:32 am (UTC) (Link)
"Do you mean it?" Erica quickly replied, pouting vigilantly at his back as he worked. She didn't plan to leave him alone until she at least cajoled him into a phone call, hopefully more. For some reason that Erica couldn't totally grasp, Barbie did to genuinely care about her son. Or at least Erica figured she had to, with how much she always rambled about him. It seemed like every other week she wanted her to go-tell-Ben-this or go-to-Ben-that.

Last year had been worse, at least this year she had stopped coming, unless it was important.
formaldehyde From: [info]formaldehyde Date: October 22nd, 2010 12:26 am (UTC) (Link)
God, she really was distracting. He looked up from the bird once again, giving her a stern look--though it was almost completely indiscernible from his normal expression. The only real differences were that his eyes were narrowed, and his jaw set.

For someone who seemed so unaffected by the outside world, he had little patience.
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