He finally looked at her, trying to keep his eyes from being so sad and nodded wordlessly. He was not going to cry like a little bitch in front of this chick. No. Fucking. Way.
"Yeah," he said at last. "Look, I don't want you to do this alone." He crossed his arms over his chest. "I know I'm probably not like your first choice... I just can't..." he couldn't get the words out. He felt so fucking awkward. "I know it sucks to have to face shit by yourself man and I can't just sit back while this kid gets sucked out..." he felt himself loosing control over his emotions now.